33. Untangle

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Untangle
- make something easier to understand or deal with.
- free from a tangled or twisted state.

So I decided to untangle myself from all the bonds and emotions. I choose to set my heart free to let my soul survive. Slowly slowly nothing excited me anymore until I realized that my heart already abandoned the cage of my ribs. And soon it became all empty inside there. All of it stopped, I stopped feeling happy or sad it was all just empty no emotions, no pain just a willful stillness entertained my face. I lost all my fears, I was no longer scared of pain or people leaving me or getting hurt or being dead. I was ready to bear every bad thing that could happen 'cause nothing frightened me anymore. And then I realized that you actually learn to live only when you lose your fear to be dead.

-Shay

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