Hey God, It's Caty

3. Lots Of Feelings

Hey God,

It's Caty.

I woke up this morning to my cat, Little, knocking stuff off my desk. He let me love him so I forgave him. I love my cats but Little is my boy. Little is totally a gift from you, so thank you for all my pets.

Today I took a shower and I am super proud of myself. To be honest, I haven't had a shower in a while. So taking one today was a big deal. I am happy I got to take a shower.

I am hurting today, like everyday. I am tired of hurting. But it doesn't look like I am getting better anytime soon. I see a pain doctor in two weeks, so I am praying and hoping he can help me. I am really tired of hurting God. It's exhausting and it makes me depressed. I want to feel better God. Please help me. I pray that you lead to where I can finally stop hurting: mentally and physically.

I feel sad, probably because I am in pain. I feel this everyday. (Sigh)

I want to start writing devotions again but I don't know what to write about. Help me find some topics. So bless my writing so I can bring glory to your kingdom and help others.

I still feel angry at you. But now I just feel more sad than mad. I just want things for me and my family to get better.

Please be with, help, love, comfort,  guide, and heal me and family and help us Lord.

Please be with, help, love, comfort, guide, and heal everyone reading this.

Thank you for listening.

In Jesus's name, I pray, Amen.

Love always

-Caty