Hey God, It's Caty

7. Surrendering It All To You God

Hey God,

It's Caty.

So lots of things are happening. My Mom is having surgery on her knee tomorrow and then next month she is having brain surgery.

Honestly, I am really scared.

I just want her to be safe, get better, be okay, recovery well, and get better. I am worried about her God. I know you don't like me worrying but I am. So I just pray that you put your arms around her. Keep her safe during both surgeries, help her recover well, help her feel better, and just love her God. She needs you right now. She is dealing with her surgeries, her pain, and her parents bad health. She needs you Lord so please go to her and be close to her.

I am really struggling to: I am still battling unbearable physically pain from fibromyaglia. But I may not even have fibromyaglia. I may arthritics or I may have liver problems. I am really hoping it's arthritics and not my liver because I DON'T want liver problems. If I do have arthritics maybe that would explain why all the fibromyaglia medicines don't work on me. Maybe I could get on arthritics medicine in feel better. I pray you help me not to worry and give my doctors guidance to know what to do.

I also can't sleep at night. Probably because I am worrying so much. I pray that at night you give me the rest and peace I need to finally get some sleep.

I am struggling with depression. Depression and unbearable physically pain DON'T go together so I pray you help me have a good mood so I can handle the unbearable physically pain better. Because God, when I am depressed, I am a mess. Right now I need to be strong for my family so I pray you give me your strength, joy, rest, peace, and happiness.

God, I can't do life without you. I know I have been struggling with my faith and trust issues with you. But God I need you. Please become closer to me than ever before. Help US work through everything TOGETHER! I know I can't do this on my own so I am putting my faith, hope, trust, and surrendering everything to you Lord.

Please be with all my friends, family, followers, readers, and just help them Lord. We all need you Lord so please help us all.

I do thank you for all the good things in my life like: me doing well in all my college classes, my amazing pets, family, friends, followers, readers, and that thing I have been keep a secret ;) please help that thing work out for your will.

I thank you for listening to me, for Your Son, and all my many blessings.

In Jesus's name, I pray, Amen!

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Hey guys! I know it's been a while since I have updated in here. I hope you enjoyed it. Thank you so much for reading! I hope you have a blessed day. I love you so much!❤️

-xoxo Caty❤️