Hey God, It's Caty

13. Jesus Take The Wheel

Hey God,

It's Caty.

God,

I don't know what to do anymore. I am running out of hope and ideas. I have been battling this unbearable physical pain for two years now and I am no closer to finding an answer than when I first started. I am so lost. I am so confused. So God, you just take that wheel. I don't know what to do anymore. Please Lord, help me. Show me what to do. Show me what doctor I should pursue. Show me what to do next Lord because I can't do this without you. I need you Lord. I need your help, hope, love, joy, guidance, strength, and just everything God. Please, help me!

At first we thought my pain was fibromygalia and arthritis but I not sure anymore. For some reason my pain is connected to my....lady parts.... So now I have to wait six months because I see a special OBGYN. I don't know how I am going to be able to go on campus for college in the fall. Since my pain was started I have had to take online course but in the fall I have to take course on campus. Some days I can barely move much less go to college everyday.

God,

I feel hopeless, worthless, depressed, sad, down, sick, in pain, hurting, tired, exhausted, and sometimes I want to die.

God,

I need you now more than ever. Please grab my hand and help me through this. I can't do this anymore without you. Please come into my heart and help me. Give me everything I need to fight this battle. Give me the guidance and strength to show me what to do next. Lord, I love you and I just want to serve you. So lead me wherever you need me to go Lord and I will follow.

Please be with my family, friends, followers, readers, and just help everyone with whatever they need Lord. I know you know their needs Lord so please help them.

I thank you for all my many blessings for all my many blessings, for Your Son, for listening to me, and I know Lord you will help me. I believe in you and I know with you by my side, I can do anything!

In Jesus's name, I pray, Amen!

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Hey everyone! I am so sorry it's been a while since I have updated this book. This chapter is what I am going through and I hope it can help you that no matter what you are going: you can always go to God and He will help you❤️

Thank you so much for reading! I love you so much!❤️

-xoxo Caty❤️