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Chapter 2- Baby Don't Stop

The drive back to the dorm was unpleasant as you could expect. Min Su ended up sitting next to (y/n) so Max wouldn't rip his guts out.

"(Y/n), you're our leader. How can you be that immature?" Max asked.

"I've apologized so much already. How many times do you want me to say I'm sorry?" (Y/n) asked.

"I don't care about your apologies. What if that wasn't a secluded area? What would you have done if any fans saw you two?" Max said.

"I wouldn't have fought him, obviously," (y/n) stated matter-of-factly.

"Why don't you act like the fans are always watching, then? They basically are," Min Su suggested.

"Yeah. Just learn to tolerate Taeyong and talk shit about him at home," Chaemin said.

"I would get tired of hearing (y/n) hyung complaining all the time," Hyungwoo said.

The conversations lightened up a bit, but that didn't mean (y/n) was off the hook. Everyone was still somewhat upset about the earlier occurrence.

The boys ate their dinner and (y/n) decided to go to his studio to work on some music. He was working on the intro for Error's upcoming album.

He was writing this one for himself, seeing as all the other members had already done an intro for previous albums. He kept writing down lyrics, but none of them ment anything to him.

He had written songs specifically for each member. He sat them down and asked them what they really wanted the fans to know. The leader composed lyrics that spoke to each member personally.

Chaemin even cried the first time he sang his intro. That's how (y/n) knew how much it meant to him. He knew his members so well, but he felt as if he didn't know himself.

Max wanted to be more honest with himself and face his fears of failure.

Jay struggled with depression that made it hard for him to even wake up in the morning.

Haechul had insecurities and always thought he wasn't good enough to be in the group.

Hyungwoo had adhd that made life as an idol even harder for him, especially when he needs to be able to focus.

Min Su was never able to completely express himself and that was holding him back.

Chaemin had anger that he couldn't pinpoint the cause of which often made him frustrated.

Each member had told (y/n) their struggles, and he created beautiful compositions for each of them. Yet, no matter how hard he tried to write something about his struggles, he failed to find any meaning behind his words.

(Y/n) had an anxiety disorder and had meds to control it, but he didn't know how to put that into words. He didn't know how to write down his struggles and shove out into the world for everyone to hear.

Just then, (y/n) had an idea. He took a marker put it to his arm.

'How do I write something meaningful to me?' He wrote, asking his soulmate for help.

'What are you writing?' His soulmate responded.

'A song,' he wrote in small letters so there would be enough room on his arms.

'What is it about?' His soulmate asked.

'My problems...' he wrote, too embarrassed to say it was about his anxiety.

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Taeyong looked at his arm with a frown on his face. His soulmate was struggling and he couldn't help them.