If I'm Louder, Would You See Me? (Niall Horan Fan Fic)

Chapter 4: I'll Wait For You

*Zayn’s POV*

Blaire and I are walking home from school and she keeps on talking about how Niall’s forgetting about her.

“Can you believe that?! Earlier this morning, he told his mom that he would walk home with me and then when that Kate chick started to exist in his life, he would leave me for her? What will I do, Zayn? I don’t want to lose my best friend. I don’t want to lose My Niall.” She started to complain again.

“I’m sure he’s just trying to be friendly. I mean, she’s the new girl. Maybe she’s new here in Ireland so I’m sure Niall is just touring her around since he’s been here his whole life. Anyway, it’s just for a day. If this thing happens every day then that’s the time you start to worry and you see each other every day since you are neighbors. The whole school thinks the two of you are dating because you're always together. You guys are like con-joined twins, you guys are barely seen not together. Anyway, I’m here with you, I can be Niall’s replacement for today.” I smiled at her trying to make her feel better. I hate her seeing like this, like she’s worrying about so many things; it looks like she’s going to pull all of her hair out anytime. We arrived at her house and she started to look for her keys inside her bag while I stood behind her waiting.

I wish I can tell her how I feel but I know I got no chance because she really likes Niall but I’ll wait. I mean I’ve been waiting for 3 years now, how bad can it be? I’m sure she’s worth the wait. I just hope she gets over Niall soon because Niall can’t even see her efforts. He does not deserve this beautiful girl that’s standing in front of me.

“Uhm, Zayn?? Hello? Zayn, are you with me?” Blaire said while holding the door for me to come in.

“Oh, I’m sorry. I kind of zoned out right there.” I laughed nervously.

“You don’t say." she laughed then she continued. "You’re in some deep thought right there. Care to share?”  She asked as we both went to her living room.

“I’ll tell you later, for now can we finish your home works then let’s take a walk to the park? I haven’t been there for a long time.” I said. I can’t believe I’m going to tell her how I feel later today. I just hope if she does not feel the same way, nothing will change between us, I hope we remain best friends or friends, at least. I don’t know what I’ll do if we become awkward to each other.

“Okay, stay here in the living room. I’ll just get changed and then let’s start studying.” She dropped her bag on the couch and then she ran to the stairs then she said “Oh and by the way, make yourself at home.” She smiled and then she continued running up the stairs.

I dropped my bag on the floor just beside the couch then I went straight to their kitchen and I grabbed some coke and then I made some Nutella sandwich for me and Blaire. When I got back to the living room, she was already starting her home works. She changed into gray sweat pants and and a pink tight tank top and she looked more beautiful than ever. She removed her make-up and her hair was tied up in a loose bun. She was sat on the floor because their coffee table is low. I sat on the couch beside her and then I placed our Nutella Sandwiches and her coke on the coffee table beside her pile of books.

“Wow. Nutella Sandwiches, my favorite! Thanks, Zayn!” She said as she looked at the food then she looked up at me then she smiled and then returned to doing her homeworks.