A Love Affair (BoyxBoy)

Chapter Two: I'm Officially Screwed

Bradley Jones:

I'm Officially Screwed

May 9th, 2012

"Brad!" I heard someone yell from behind me. I turned and saw Derek running towards me and at the same time he was holding his pants up, so they wouldn't fall down.

"Brad I have to tell you something." Derek panted out as he bent over and tried to breathe properly.

"Wow you gotta get back in shape bro." I chuckled and he shot me a glare.

"Excuse me have you not seen my big muscles? Are you blind man? Look at these babies." He told me and flexed his arm. I felt my mouth water at the sight of his beautiful bicep. He was the definition of mouthwatering. His arm was tanned and muscular and I felt myself stare.

"Brad?" I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard my brother's voice from beside me. I turned and saw him smirk and I immediately knew that he had seen me stare at Derek's muscles.

"What?" I asked him and I scratched the back of my neck uncomfortably.

"I said do you mind if the guys come over?" He asked me and my lips parted.

"N-No I don't mind." I stuttered out and Brendan chuckled at my nervous behavior. I immediately elbowed him in the side and he stopped laughing.

"Cool, can we drive with you? My car broke down." Derek asked and I inwardly smiled. God I have to stop being like this around him, we can only be friends and it's only a matter of time before he finds out about my secret. And when he finds out, then I'm screwed or possibly dead.

Wow that thought didn't really make me feel better at all.

***

We just arrived at our house when my nerves started to kick in. I mean what if I did something stupid like staring at Derek's fine ass...again, and get caught? That would be horrible and embarrassing.

"Brad?" I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Derek talking to me.

"Yeah?"

"You know I think you're stealing my spot with the ladies?" He teased.

"Nah, why would you think that? Jealous?" I teased back.

"Nah I'm still sexier than you." He said and smirked cockily.

"So you think Brad's sexy? Wow Slade I didn't know you were betting for the other team, the ladies are gonna' be so upset..." Ryan teased.

"Well Ry, that means more chicks for us!" Jake interrupted.

"BOO-YAA!" Ryan fist-bumped Jake and Derek groaned.

"Ryan! I'm not a fag! I'm as straight as they get!" Derek interrupted their fest and as I heard his sentence, I felt my heart break at the words.

"You know man, there's nothing wrong with homosexuals?" Brendan argued and I gave him a grateful smile, but the guys didn't see it.

"Wow Bren, I didn't know you liked to get it in the ass!" Derek laughed and the others soon joined. Wow could this day get any worse? In theory my friends hate me and they even managed to make me hate myself more. Wow look at what I have accomplished since I started here - please note the sarcasm.

***

"Well we're here." Brendan announced, since I've been pretty quiet the whole ride. I can't believe I landed myself in such a fucked up situation, where my best friends - and probably only friends, other than Katherine - were incredibly popular and fucking seniors, who apparently could kill my social status in a split second, and they also were against my sexuality.