A Love Affair (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 8: The Truth Comes Out

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May 11th, 2012.

The Truth Comes Out

Justin sat outside Bradley’s hospital room. He had his head in his palms and he was thinking of Bradley. What was going on with him? Why was he acting like that? Justin thought and sighed at the question he had asked himself too many times.

And why would Kate kiss Bradley? I thought they were just friends? What if they got together? Would Kate then get more attention than she already does? Justin shook his head and tried to get the picture of Bradley and him together out of his mind.

Why do I think of Brad like that? Why do I wanna’ hug him and be with him all the time and not Ryan or Chaz anymore? I mean Brad’s a very good friend and we have some good conversations together, plus he’s very honest and doesn’t give me some bullshit crap every time I ask him something. He’s also very friendly, funny, smart handsome and has a cute smile… Wait, I did not just think that? I can’t think of him like that, or any other guy for that matter!

Brad’s a guy! I should not think of him like that! He’s a dude and I would know! Because we’ve seen each other naked in the gym showers…Justin get your act together! You did not just a have a flashback of Bradley Jones naked! God, what the hell is wrong with me? Before he came, I would’ve never doubted myself, I would never think of a guy naked. This is bullshit! I’m a fag! I will not be attracted to a guy, that’s just wrong. I mean, I’ve been with over 50 girls this year and forgotten about them naked, except for little Jenny Austin, I mean she’s anything but little in the chest area, but damn that girl I could not erase from my memory.

But she’s a hot girl that’s understandable right? I mean Brad’s a dude, I should not care that I’ve seen him naked so many times when we had gym class? I should not care about his tan skin, his muscular chest and torso, or his big d…Wow Justin! Too graphic! Justin shook his head and frowned at his thoughts, or rather the last thought and the mental image.

Alright let me this through. I think Brad is handsome and he has a nice smile, what else? He has nice eyes and his laugh is pretty awesome. But if I can find all these good features on Brad, why can’t I find some on Ryan, Chaz or any other guy? This is so messed up. 

“Justin Bieber?” Justin looked up at the sound of his name and he nodded his head to confirm the doctor’s question. The doctor motioned for him to follow and Justin stood up on his feet and followed after the doctor. The doctor led him to Bradley’s parents and he saw Mrs. Jones sitting on her husband’s lap crying her eyes out. He noticed that Bradley’s father was trying to hold the tears back, but he failed and a small tear ran down his cheek. Brendan stood up and did a handshake with Justin, and that’s when Mrs. Jones noticed him. She immediately sprang up and hugged him; Justin smiled a little and hugged the small woman back.

“I’m so sorry Justin; it must’ve been frightening to be there in the ambulance with Bradley, while he was unconscious right after what happened.” Justin nodded and the small woman noticed the small tear that discretely streamed down Justin’s cheek; she wiped it away with her finger and patted his cheek.

“I guess.” He looked down and she sighed.

“How are you guys doin’?” Justin asked them all, but looked at Mr. Jones.

“We’re doing fine man, now that we know he’s stable.” Brendan told Justin and he nodded.

“Are you all here for Bradley Jones?” Justin turned to look at the doctor who asked him.

“Yes, we are. Is he awake?” Mr. Jones asked and the doctor shook his head. Justin sighed sadly and he looked down at the floor beneath him.

“But he looks like he might wake up soon, so you can all just go in there.” And as he said that a young girl ran down the hall towards the family. She had brown hair and Justin recognized her immediately as Katherine. He growled lowly at the sight of her. Bradley would not want to see her in Justin’s opinion, because he thought she was the reason of his collapse. Justin blamed her and he did not try to hide it as she reached them.