My Hero Academia KatsuDeku Fanfic

Chapter 3. Some Explaining To Do

Gonna switch it up a bit 😉

Kacchan's Pov
I woke up before Izuchan today. He was sooooo adorable! Today was Wednesday, Izuchan told me I'd be back to my normal self on Thursday around noon. I'm not quite sure what he meant by that though.
He began to stir in his sleep. It was about to be time to get up anyway. I ran my fingers through his messy hair.
So soft.
I smiled and touched our foreheads. He began to open his eyes droopily.
"K-Kacchan? What are you-" I cut him off with a morning kiss before he could process what was happening. His hands pushed on my chest slightly but this only made me press harder.

Why wouldn't Izuchan return my feelings? His small hands that were flat against my chest began to curl, grabbing fistfuls of my shirt. I pulled back slightly to see what he was doing. He was slightly panting because he wasn't expecting a kiss. He's so cute.

My eyes widened when he slowly pulled me back, hesitantly touching our lips. This was the first kiss he himself had initiated. Also the first kiss he was kissing me back. He was slow and very cautious. I waited though, I didn't want to scare him away.
He pulled back and shivered. He wouldn't meet my gaze.

"Is something wrong Izuchan?" I took his face in my hands to turn his face to mine.
"Well when you.. when you go back to normal.. to normal tomorrow you're gonna hate me, and especially for this.." Izuchan's eyes were darting everywhere except my eyes. My heart melted at the thought of me hurting him again.
"No I refuse to ever hurt you again," I hugged the smaller boy who was still slightly shaking. "I love you Izuchan, nothing will change that." I combed my fingers through his hair trying to calm him. My words did not seem to help. He began to shake more and soon strangled sobs could be heard from him. He had his hands over his mouth, as if he was trying not to cry.

"Izuchan? Izuchan what's wrong?!" My hands grasped his shoulders, and I pulled him closer to me.
"No, no you're only making it... worse," Izuchan pushed me away but continued to cry.
I didn't know what to do, I wanted to make him stop crying, I wanted to embrace him and tell him it would be all right. But he told me I was the problem. I was hurting him once again.

"I'll go." I kissed the top of his head once more before leaving to go back to my room.
"Sorry Kacchan.." he sniffled and sat up in the bed, wiping at his tear stained face.
"Me too," I said sadly as I left.

I got ready for school but I could only think of my Izuchan. How was I supposed to love him if he wouldn't let me, if I was only pushing him away? I couldn't just not love him, ever since the other day my feelings have become evident. I was unable to ignore them.

"Izuchan.. I'm sorry," I muttered to myself as I gathered the last of my things. Muttering about my Izuchan.

At school Izuchan was already there before me again. Yesterday I wasn't paying attention because I could practically feel Izuchan's mixed emotions. They were swirling around me, and in a way, I felt them too. He affected me so much. It was crazy. I wouldn't have it any other way though.

"Bakugo you are not supposed to have your feet on the desk!" Iida was waving his hands at me at my feet while yelling about proper behavior. I rolled my eyes and looked away, completely ignoring him. I could feel Izuchan's curiosity grow at my sudden change in behavior and it was tingling in my entire body. I felt like I needed to know all the answers I've ever questioned. I was started to rethink my wanting to always being able to tell what he was feeling.
I was so close to getting out of my desk because of this urge to just explore and fizzle out this sudden curiosity. I put my feet down silently. I could feel the curiosity go away mostly but a bit was still there. I could also feel lots of.. sadness. I didn't even feel like doing anything anymore I just wanted to curl up in a ball and be left alone, unless Izuchan wanted me.