My Hero Academia KatsuDeku Fanfic

Chapter 4.

Izuku's POV

I scooted back quickly. Kacchan no longer loved me. Just like I told him over and over. For some reason I couldn't help but at least have a little part of me thinking his influenced lovesick words, just might be true.

"Deku." Kacchan's voice sounded so angry, it made me shake.
"Yes..Kacchan?" My voice was barely above a whisper I was so scared.
"If you tell anyone what I've done, while we were alone.." Kacchan looked away, and I could've sworn I saw a hint of pink on his face.
"If you tell anyone I will kill you." He finished, but still didn't look at me again.
"I won't Kacchan..."
He only made 'tch' sound in response before getting up and leaving the room.

"Kacchan you still need to be near me for energy!" I called after him, standing up as well.
He turned around and glared at me before sitting back down on a different couch.
"I know that. Deku." His entire voice had so much venom laced in it, it made me squirm.

We sat there silently. I was fidgeting again, there was so much tension between us. Kacchan was what looked like thinking. Probably of different ways to kill me and making it look like an accident.

Kacchan groaned all of a sudden, catching my attention. His head was in his hands as he sat up quickly.

"K-Kacchan?" I got up, about to walk to him.
"Stay away Deku," he started out angry but his words got weaker. Recovery Girls words replayed in my head.
'An example being as Izuku being a battery to Katsuki, where the more time you spend together not being upset the more energy Katsuki will have.'
Kacchan and I are both upset.

"Kacchan we are both upset, I know, but Recovery Girl said-"
"I know what she said Deku I'm not an idiot!" Kacchan interrupted me and yelled which caused him to groan again and his whole body swayed.

"Kacchan! Are you all right?" If Kachan was upset he wouldn't recharge.

Kacchan began taking deep breaths.
"Come here."

What? Kacchan wanted me near him right now? I thought he'd rather pass out before he got close to me again.
"Don't make me say it again." He growled.
I quickly got up and sat next to him, my legs folded underneath me.
"Deku," Kacchan sounded hoarse and he turned to me before falling right on my lap. His hands stretched past me and his head was practically facedown in my lap.

"K-Ka-Kacchan!?" I stuttered horribly due to me having an explosive unstable boy in my lap. I didn't dare put a hand on him, and I didn't want to bump him on accident. I just held my hand defensively in the air. I was frozen, tense from fear.

"Deku, this won't work if you don't calm your ass down. I can't move anymore and I've calmed down. I won't hurt you.. in fact...I'm sorry..." Kacchan's muffled voice shocked me, I thought he passed out. It also made me uncomfortable because his jaw was moving as he talked.. Him saying sorry surprised me as well. Kacchan never apologized.

"Since I can't move can you at least turn my head a little, it's hard to breathe."
"Ah! Sorry!" I grabbed under his arms to pull him up. Kacchan's eyelids were droopy and his face was a little red.

"W-Where do you want to be?" I kept still, holding Kacchan a bit away like a bomb.
"I think the best way to do this is like before..." Kacchan mumbled which was hard to hear.
"Like before..?" My mind traced over the last time this happened, we we in Recover Girls office and we.. cuddled.

"You-You want to cuddle!?" My face was absolutely red by this point.
"Hey don't twist my words, I said it's the best way for me to get energy, not that I want to do it.." Kacchan didn't even have the energy to yell anymore.

I hugged Kacchan close and fell backwards. Then rolled onto my side, spooning him.

"I thought I was the big spoon.." Kacchan grumbled next to me.
That made me laugh, out of the things Kacchan could choose to be upset with right now, it was over who was the big spoon.
"Why are you laughing," Kacchan dragged out the ing sound as he whined. He was acting different, kinda like he was sleep deprived at this point.
"Because you're upset you're not the big spoon," I chuckled and ran my hand through his hair from habit. What surprised me is when he sighed at the contact.
"Deku.. you know this isn't actually your fault right? Well most of it anyway."
I didn't know what to say so I stayed silent.