Chapter Three
Her P.O.V
She's got a rose tattoo but she keeps it covered,
I play guitar but she's into drummers,
She's seen my face around but she doesn't even know my name
I pierced my lip so she thinks I'm cool,
I ripped my jeans and dropped out of school,
What these lyrics, are they? No they can't be, he doesn't care remember, that's why h-he ....
I followed her 'round the town but she thinks that I'm a weirdo now
I looked up to see him looking right back at me and a few seconds later he looked away.
"Hey I'm going to go to the bathroom, I will be right back" I said to Emily before running off, not giving her anytime to protest.
Sitting here at home, it's obvious
She's so out of reach, and I'm finding it hard
'Cause she makes me feel, makes me feel,
Every word he sang made my heart beat faster and faster and memories started to come back that took 6 months to forget.
*Flashback*
"Don't cry I'm not worth your tears." he said so quietly I barely heard him.
"You can't tell me to do anything, just get away from me!" I said as I pushed him away from me.
"I didn't do this to hurt you, I did this to try to figure out..."
"Figure out what? What is there to figure out? I know what I figured out, that you're a douche and I should've listened to my friends in the first place. "
"B-but I ...."
"Don't, I think you have done enough, just leave me alone." I said with my back turned to him.
"Bella I ...."
*Flashback Over*
As I was running someone stopped me and asked if I was okay. I didn't realized that I was crying.
"Ya I'll be fine" I said as I continued to run.
His P.O.V
Sitting here at home, it's obvious
She's so out of reach, and I'm finding it hard
'Cause she makes me feel, makes me feel,
I feel like I'm going to puke. I can't believe that she was actually here. Is this a good thing or a bad thing? I had a sudden urge to jump off the stage and follow her, but what would I do when I found her, I can't apologize. I can't make her hurt anymore than she did already.
Like I try, like I try, like I'm trying too hard,
'Cause I'm not being me, and it's getting me down
That she makes me think, makes me think,
That I try, that I try, that I'm trying too hard again
When I sat down with the boys to write just this part of the song. I never thought it would ever come true. I thought she would avoid me or anything to do with me.
But now, who knew?
She's in the crowd of my show
Nothing to lose,
She's standing right in the front row
The perfect view,
She came alone on her own,
And there's something that you should know
But there is one thing I know, I wrote this song about us, about her, for her. Wherever she went, i hope she is listening.
You're so out of reach, and I'm finding it hard
'Cause you make me feel, you make me feel,
Yeah she makes me feel, she makes me feel
It's obvious
Her P.O.V.
She's so out of reach, and I'm finding it hard
'Cause she makes me feel, makes me feel,
Like I try, like I try, like I'm trying too hard,
'Cause I'm not being me, and it's getting me down
That she makes me think, makes me think,
That I try, that I try, that I'm trying too hard again
(And again, and again, and again, and again)
'Cause I'm trying too hard again
(And again, and again, and again, and again)
'Cause I'm trying too hard again
I cannot go back out there, I can't see him again. Every time I see his face it just brings back more memories and worst of all old feelings.
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