That night of ours

Chapter 16

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I woke up between his sheets. It smelled so much like him. I wondered if this was going to be our bed one day. I got my robe and put it on. My hair was almost back to being normal. It was half straight half wavy. He wasn't in the bathroom so I got in and took a fast shower. I got on some jeans shorts with a pink off-shoulders blouse. I made my hair into two ponytail. I got out and wondered in the house. His own house. It wasn't big, or small. It was just perfect. I knew that Shawn wasn't going to start a family soon. I mean he is still 21 after all. I heard the doorbell ring. I went to open. I saw that girl with perfect body again. Man! I kinda hate her. Honestly I hate her. So much. She looked at me disappointed. "Where's Shawn?" She said as she entered without me telling her to. "I don't know." I said making my arms struggle. "Aren't you his personal assistant? You should know! I mean he should let you go! You're not that good anyways!" She said smirking. I was angry. More like about to blow up. Oh no honey! First you call me a maid and then you steal my job and my guy and then say I am not good! This is totally enough! "Hey! You stop talking about me this way! I won't let you do it anymore, you model slut!" I shouted. I actually didn't mean to say slut. But it just came out! She looked surprised by my actions. And at this moment the door opened revealing Shawn's face. Of course this had to happen! He looked mad more like angry. She ran to him crying. What?! Is this for real? He hugged her back. "Miss Charles , if you would return to the tour bus to get me my guitar!" He said angrily. I could feel his anger in his voice. I just went upstairs and grabbed my bag with my sketch and my pens and pencils and my phone and stuffed this all up in the bag. I went downstairs and rushed out of the door as I saw him hold her.

I took the metro with lots of anger and pain. I just sat there wondering what the hell was that. I mean we just were doing it last night and now he is holding this other girl back there. I felt like Justin was really the only man good for me. Even my father wasn't. I am such an idiot. How would a guy like Shawn like me? I mean he has all of those girls looking up to him. Why would he fall for me?

I stormed into the bus. I entered the room we were staying at. I got his guitar in its cover. I sat on my bed and cried. "Are you okay?" I heard Andrew say. I looked up at him as I whipped my tears fast. "I am fine." I said as I sniffed. "Look I know that Shawn can sometimes be the worst boss ever. You know that you're the only girl until now that continued the tour almost to its end." He said as he sat next to me. "Why?" I said as I looked at him. "They all just couldn't stand him. I am proud of you, Toni. I really am." He said as he clapped his hands. I laughed lightly. "I am giving you double what I promised, okay? I have never saw Shawn that focused until now. I really enjoyed you being around, Miss Charles." He said as he shook hands with me. We then talked about random stuff. I really felt comfortable around Andrew. I was kinda of mad at myself because I couldn't tell him about me and Shawn. That thing that I will probably end today.