That night of ours

Chapter 17

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I entered the house. It was almost night. I went upstairs to his room. I knocked the door that was locked. As it opened I saw her perfect caramel skin color face. She was laughing but as she saw me she just let her face back to normal. "Oh, hey." She said non caring. She was wearing a jacket on her underwears. Shawn came from the back smiling. "You're back!" He said as he stood next to her. "Okay, Shawn I will see you tomorrow." She said as she kissed his cheeks and left. I entered the bathroom and changed into my pink shorts with a grey hoodie of mine. I tied my hair into a bun and headed out. As I went out I found him sitting on his bed playing with his guitar. I just walked to the nightstand and got my phone. As I was heading out of the room he held on my hand to stop me. I just grabbed it away and stormed out.

I woke up so tired on the sofa. I got up and found a text from him telling me that he wants me at the tour bus when I wake up. I got showered fast and put on my jeans jacket along with black jeans and a white t-shirt. I took the metro again to the t bus. As I arrived she was there. Again. Today was our last day in Toronto. Then we will take two more days in the road to arrive at NYC. I don't know what I mean to Shawn anymore. Maybe I don't even know what do I mean to myself anymore.

I was just for the first time the normal personal assistant. She was walking next to him and I was just following them at the back. People stopping them for autographs and pictures. We arrived at the stage he had already chose with Hailey yesterday. They went to his room in there. I just found a spot and sat there. I got my sketch out and looked at the one I drew of him. I drew him like I have never drew anyone else. "Nice." I heard a deep voice say for behind me. I turned to see a guy almost 20 years old. His hair was red. That dark red hair. He was kinda of honey colored. His eyes were as I could see them. They were that light brown color. His smile was perfect. His teeth were white and amazing. He sat next to me. "You're really good." He said looking at the drawing. "Thanks. It is just a hobby." I said smiling. "You could get gold out of it! Man, you are talented!" He said excited. "I am not that good!" I said as I laughed lightly. "I am Evan. Evan  Bates." He said as he offered me his hand. "Toni Charles." I said as I took his hands. "Man this hands are blessed. He said as he kissed my hand. I laughed as I took it away. "You don't seem for around here, Toni?" He said. "Yeah.. I am from New York." I said smiling. "I heard that New York's girls are hot. I guess that wasn't a lie." He said smiling. I could feel the heat rise up in my cheeks. "I am from California. LA." He said. "I have been there only once. I was only 10 years old." I said. We just looked at each other for couple of seconds. "Evan! What are you doing?" We both heard a girl say. She was almost 4. Her hair was yellow. That dirty yellow. It was all lose. She had the same eyes as Evan. Her skin was kinda dark. Like the milk chocolate color. She was wearing shorts with purple crop top along with pair of white sneakers . "Lucy!" He said as he took her between his arms. "Who is she? Mom would be super happy you found a wife." She said happily. "Oh god!" He said as he rolled his eyes in embarrassment. I laughed. "This is my new bestie Toni Charles." He said. "Hi Toni! I am Lucy. This guy's sister." She said confidently. I smiled. She was super cute. "Toni! What the hell? I have been looking for you every where!" Shawn came to us saying angrily. I just stood up. "I am sorry. I thought Hailey was enough!" I said in a cold way. "Excuse me?!" He said madly. "Who are you?" He asked Evan. "I am Evan Bates. Mr?" He said smiling. "You're not allowed here. Please go out." Shawn said as he moved his hands for them to go out. I could see them waving to me as they went out.

"What the hell is wrong with you?!" He shouted at me. "I am sorry, Mr. Mendes." I said in a formal way. He walked to my direction. He lended in to kiss me. But, I pushed him away. "What the hell?" He said in a shock. "Look! I can't do this anymore. First you act like you love me and then you shout at me for treating people like they treat me. I don't understand. What are we? What are we Shawn?!" I said firmly. He looked at the floor in pain. "Will you even remember me when I leave after two days." I said. "I know it is hard to be with someone like me. I just... I really loved you, Toni. I really did. I just wish I wasn't that really famous guy. Since I met you I have wished for one thing. One thing only. To be normal. To start a family. With you." He said. I could feel the breaking in his voice. I fell in love with Shawn. I really did. But I knew that at some point love only won't be enough. I just went and hugged him. I hugged him tightly. When we pulled back. He just kissed my forehead softly. "We can still be friends. A really best friends, Shawn. And you will always be my favorite singer." I said smiling. He laughed lightly. "Remember when I told you that I was only obsessed with one." He said. "Yeah." I said. "It was you, Toni. All this time." He said as he hugged me again. I just hugged him back. I let my hair go through his curly hair for the last time.