Dreamt about you again
Why even bother to be with me?
Your smell, it is faint
You are going away and I can't do anything about it
This is worst than I had
When will this stop? A year? Two years? Three years?
Every time I think about you, I can't help but feel sad
I wanna cry to ease the pain but none came out, not even tears.
Have I been numbed by you?
Why do I keep still thinking about the what ifs?
Don't you think it's heartless of you?
To not care about me and to think that I don't exist?
Someone likes me but I can't accept them
I am unconsciously waiting for you
Your presence causes a mayhem inside of me
Please, get out of my system and let me be
Note to myself:
Let him be. Do NOT wait for him anymore. Find someone else. He is not serious about you and you will be miserable if you keep on doing this. Stop being so pathetic and move on.
