Why does it always feels heavy? The emotions we feel that we can't understand what it truly means. Why does it have to be like this? It's painful and all I want is to be happy. Every wishes that I can get, I always wish for happiness. Maybe that's why I am obssessive to someone I like. The desperation of being wanted, loved, and the happiness that I can't provide for my own self. Maybe that's why I can't let go of people who made me feel special, even for just a short amount of time. I regret everything that I said before. All the things that I have done. I'm sorry to all the people I have offended. I was naïve and immature.
It hurts.
It just hurts.
I know that this will end tomorrow or maybe later but I want to let this out of my chest.
Goodnight.
