In Love with the Villain

Chapter 32

Loki POV

            I had not wanted to do the spell in the first place but I did feel like she deserved to know who she was. I know that I would have wanted to know, I would have preferred for someone to tell me of who I truly was rather than finding it out myself. Breann deserved to know but know I regret absolutely everything. She had been out cold for over an hour.

Worriedly, I paced the room unsure of what to do. She was still alive; that much I knew. Her heart still beat strong but she was not responding to me, she hadn’t even moved so much as an inch. What I did not know however, was when she would wake back up. It is not like I could call for help in this place! If I was to call for help, SHIELD would know that I was out of my cell and yet if I called for their help, they would still attack me. No, I had to think this through, carefully.

            Secretly, I hoped that she would be a Goddess for if she was Goddess she would have a longer life span and we could spend the rest of eternity together. If she was purely mortal, I would only have her for a time, and the thought of ruling without her, killed me. She really could be my Queen if she was a Goddess, she could rule by my every side. If she was not I would not get all that I would desire but I would still stay with her as hard as it would be to have her leave me eventually.

            Suddenly Breann took a sharp breathe in. I raced to her side, my eyes worried as I held her hand. “Breann, Breann!” I exclaimed as her eyes flew open and I sudden realized one emotion, an emotion that I had felt since I left Asgard; anger.  Breann tilted her face to look at me, her gaze immediately softened. I squeezed her hand, silently asking what had happened.

            “Your fathers a jerk.” She said angrily and I flinched.

            “What?” I asked after a long pause.

            “Your father, Odin, he’s an idiot. I met him.” She said again and anger flashed from me.

            “He is not my father Breann.” I snapped at her. “Yes, he was my adopted father, but I give him no pleasure of me calling him my father.” Then I realized what she had said about him. “Wait- did you say you met with him?”

            She sat up and nodded, anger clearly written in her eyes. “You were not supposed to meet the Allfather.” I said out loud, confused, “What I did was to release your Goddess energy. What did he tell you?”

            “He told me that I was a Goddess.” She sighed but before I could control myself, I pulled her to my chest, a sigh of my own coming from my lips from relief.

            When she didn’t embrace me back I pulled away, “Are you alright love?” Tears started to fill her eyes and she dug her head into my chest. Concern spread across my face, “What is wrong?” I asked, confused on why she wasn’t happy.  

            “I’m not wanted anywhere Loki.” She began to sob. “He told me I was sent to Earth because of a stupid prophecy and he didn’t want it to come true. The thing is, yes it was bad but there was also a good part to it. No one loves me Loki! I’m not wanted!” She cried and buried her face in her hands as she fell back on the bed, sitting on it as she cried.

            “No!” I said, sternly, anger rising in me from her thinking such a thing Quickly I sat beside her, wrapping her in my arms, “You are wanted, and you are loved, by me, Breann. I love you more than my life itself! Do you hear me?” I said and picked up her face and held it in my hands. “You are more important to me than anything in all of the Nine Realms. You are the only one, besides my mother, that I love with every fiber of my being. You, Breann, are the reason that I am here with you and the reason that I live today. I love you, Breann.” I said, my voice becoming soft and soothing. “And I could not ask for anyone else to love me. I love you with all my heart. I love YOU, desperately!”

            I pressed my lips to her, a soft passion coming from my soul to show her how much I truly loved her and to show her that, even if I was the God of Lies, every word that I meant was true. A small sob came from her lips until she closed her eyes and allowed me to kiss her gently yet still passionately. My hand trailed up to her neck then held on to her head, not wanting the kiss to end.

            When I felt like she truly did believe me I pulled away and looked at her in her eyes, holding her face in my hands. “I love you Breann, that is all that matters.”

            She rested her forehead on mine, her eyes filled with happy emotions. “I love you too, Loki.”

            Giving her a gentle smile,  I embraced her and we stayed that way until I could feel my energy decreasing from having been so long since a conjured a solid imagine of myself. I had still, despite my efforts, not perfected it as I would have liked to. Using a solid projection of myself took much of my energy and I would need all of my energy for the battle that would soon commence.

            Breaking away gently, I looked into her eyes and brushed my hand on her check . “I will leave you to sleep.” I told her, kissing her forehead as a goodbye.

            Panic suddenly filled in Breann’s eyes. “No!” she said desperately grabbing at my wrist while I tried to walk away. “Stay with me!” The panic in her eyes made me realize that it was a side effect from learning who she was. It frightened her deeply and she wished for me to comfort her until she felt at peace again. Within a second, I made the decision to stay. The look in her eyes was enough to make me nod and replace my solid hologram with my true self and place a transparent hologram into my cell. No one would disturb me tonight I assumed.  

            I climbed into the bed and wrapped my hands around Breann while she nestled closer to me. “I love you Breann.” I said to her softly even though she had already drifted off into a sleep from the exhaustion from the spell.