Sometimes the people you trust the most
Are the once's who hurt you
It feels like shit
Almost betrayed
I remember how we used to be
Late night talks
Up until 3:00
The topics didn't matter, we've covered it all
From 'how are you' to 'i miss you'
From ' I love you' but now I hate you
For abandoned me in this disappointment
That leads me to the road of loneliness
A lot of tears was spilled for you
Full filled with again disappointment
Absorbing your energy
Almost toxic and misleading
Damaged and forgotten
At the same time
I kept looking out for you
But i guess now it doesn't matter
Maybe there's is something
I'm not aware of that we did wrong
I can't recall anything after that
I can't recall anything that pushed us apart
Suddenly it became impossible to communicate
The brusses on my heart are still there
It can't be healed
Not this easy
I feel weak
I feel different
I feel lost
I feel trapped
I feel deceived
By the one who's lips was touched
By another women's body
But mine is the one you want
I feel my heart crashing while you pretend and lie
That i am the one you'll die for
But your actions are the ones who showed me
The real you and there's no way you can deny it
Funny how marriage
was always in your vocabulary
but you are the one
causing the damage
Stranger, is what you've become
Holding on to you feels like
holding an empty bottle for days
It doesn't weight much but it feels heavy
Letting go
Never felt so safe
Refreshing
Almost reborn
I made a vow
To protect my heart
Because Since you hurt me once
you're never gonna hurt me twice.
-Thamii04-
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