Soukoku : I Hate You But I Love You

Chapter 20 : Unheard

Chuuya and Dazai had a great time together, they went to the mall to buy some accessories and clothes, play games in the Arcade, had lunch in a French restaurant, and pass by the bridge to see the sunset.

On their way home, Chuuya was happy but then he was also sad that their date would end. He felt a strange heartache on his chest and whispers in his mind saying 'confess already' or 'kiss him'

The silence was between them until Chuuya decided to break the barrier. He took the first advice that keeps on repeating on his head.

The ginger stopped walking and Dazai stopped too as Chuuya face him and about to confess "Dazai I-"

"hmm?" Dazai reacted

"I-" Chuuy was hesitating, as he doesn't know if he is doing the right thing, as he can't remember anything at all in his past.

All of his thoughts fight in his head, but he chooses the first option.

to confess

"Dazai, I-I-I know t-th-this might be w-weird to say but," Chuuya looks straight at Dazai's eyes 

"I-I- L-Lov-" before he could finish his sentence, the rain pours down heavily. Dazai grabbed Chuuya's wrist and ran to the nearest roof they could find.

Chuuya was silent all the sudden, and Dazai noticed it so it is his turn to break the silence. "man, why does it have to rain!" Dazai said, but the red-haired mafioso just nodded and looked away.

"so... what do you want to say back there?" Dazai asked directly and Chuuya didn't expect it as it was written all over his face.

"n-n-nothing" he denied while stuttering. 

the brunette just shrugs and didn't push the topic further as he knew Chuuya is getting a bit uncomfortable with him.

it started to get windy and the rain is not stopping. Chuuya is getting bored and cold as he shivers from the cold wind that just blew.

"are you cold?" Dazai asked

Chuuya nodded and looked down, hugging himself.

suddenly Dazai took his coat off and give it to Chuuya to warm himself and ran to the rain.

"oi! Dazai where are you going? you'll gonna catch a cold if you stay in the rain like that." Chuuya said in concern but then Dazai didn't answer as he stop a taxi for Chuuya to get home.

Dazai came back to where he left Chuuya and brought him an umbrella borrowed from the Taxi driver, and said "I'm taking you home" he opened the umbrella and escorted Chuuya to the Taxi.

but when Chuuya got inside, Dazai received a text message from Kunikida and Chooses to stay. "um, sorry Chuuya, I have some business to attend to" he apologizes and looks at the driver "sir, please take him to his home safely" he gave Chuuya's address to the driver and money for the fee. 

Dazai was about to close the door but Chuuya stopped him and said: "what about your coat?"

"keep it for me," the brunette said as he slowly closes the door with a smile on his face. 

Chuuya opens the window and said "I Lov-" but he was interrupted by a loud thunder. Dazai smiled at him and said "maybe tell me what are you going to tell me some other time my petite mafia" Chuuya frowned and Dazai gestured to Chuuya to close the window. 

Chuuya closes the window and looks at the brunette's face one more time before the taxi starts his engine. Dazai waves goodbye as he sees the taxi go.

after a while, a car stopped in the front of him and opens the door. "get in! you suicidal freak!" Kunikida shouted and Dazai obeyed. "what the hell are you doing in the middle of the rain?" the blond asked as Dazai closes the door.

"I just had a Date" Dazai simply answered as he dries himself with a small towel hangged by the back seat.

"A WHAT?!?" Kunikida yelled loudly

"Kunikida-kun don't be so loud, and just drive" Dazai said as Kunikida sighed and drive forward to the Agency.

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first Thunder and lightning are one of my fears, I don't even know why I put it on my story...

second... it's raining in here, I hope It would stop, it's been a week...

third, I love you guys so much for reading this story <3 

stars and comments appreciated <3 love yah