Soukoku : I Hate You But I Love You

Chapter 33 : lets get this over with

as Kouyou left the two alone, Dazai suddenly gets a knife from the holder on his belt and ran towrads Chuuya to stab him and chuuya didn't even move a single step, Chuuya's consciousness was occupied by the voice inside his head.

"Do you think I want to be like this"

"Do you think I want to be the one that he is in merge with"

"Do you think that I know that this would happen"

"if I did, I would stop it ,but no, I am no god, I'm just a host of the god of destruction."

"I better die, go on kill me Osamu."

at that moment Chuuya's memories returned, and he wish It never did, by the time his consiousness came back he saw Dazai hesitating to kill him, but the brunette raises the knife and is about to stab him but then Mori came and stopped Osamu by grabbing his wrist and then putting him to sleep by attacking his neck. Dazai fell on Mori's arms and carried his apprentice, Mori look at Zayne and said

"Zayne, right? I think you misunderstood, it's not the incident made your life a living hell, it was you who still can't move on and live in a fake hell that you made. Dazai was living peacefully now at either Port Mafia or Armed Detective Agency and moving on, unlike you who is destroying his life again by doing all of this. Aren't you no different from the god of destruction who destroyed people's lives."

"I-I-" Zayne was stuttering and didn't know what she would answer

"your life is yours, don't make revenge as your life" Mori puts down Dazai at one of the bed's in the infirmary and walks pass by Zayne leaving the room, but before he left the room completely, he snapped his fingers and 4 men in black suits came to grab Zayne and lock her inside the port mafia cell.

after what happened, Chuuya and Dazai never talk to each other again, as Dazai left the Port Mafia once again and Joined the Armed Detective Agency.

After the incident, Chuuya was depressed about what happened but instead of taking a leave he asked for more work to occupy himself to not to think about what happened.

"Chuuya are you done at your work? could you-" Kouyou said as she came inside the office

"I'm sorry Ane san, I still have a mission after I finish this paper work" Chuuya answered without even bothering to look at Kouyou

"Chuuya you still need to give yourself a rest, look at the dark circles around your eyes" Kouyou walks closer to Chuuya and look at what he is doing. Chuuya arranges all the documents on his table and put it all in the folder.

"yeah, I'll go get some sleep after I finish my missions"

"You better to-"

"after I finish 7 more missions" Kouyou gets mad about what he said, she thought that Chuuya would overwork himself again, she grabbed the folder out of Chuuya's hands and opened it up and read.

"so these are all of your missions" she said as she browse through the pages, she picked the hardest of the missions and give it to Chuuya, thinking he would complain if Chuuya gets given a simple mission.

"you're only going to accomplish that one, I'm going to Mori san to return these" She said as she walks away

"wha- no Ane san, I'm the one who asked for those"

Kouyou stopped on her tracks and looks at Chuuya who is now standing "yeah, you asked Mori for more missions that he doesn't know what to give you now, so he decided to give you these low rank missions? ridiculous, you should use your remaining time to rest"

"but"

"no but's, anyways, please visit the brothel if you have time, Megumi and your sisters misses you now." She said, smiling at him as she ended her sentence and walks away.

Chuuya scratches his head and said to himself "yeah I should visit Megumi nee san, I haven't even told her that my memories are back now." Chuuya looked at the paper that Kouyou gave and walk out of the office calling Kaiji for the mission.

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At the place for the mission, Kaiji and Chuuya on standby, checking if there is an ambush and then after some caution, Chuuya put his mask then walks forward. They manage to surprise their enemies slamming the door open "boys! lets get this over with!" he shouted before he charge forward to defeat them one by one, later on Chuuya was there sitting in the pile of unconscious bodies of their enemies. He felt annoyed that the mission was too simple to be an S rank mission. he jumped down and scratch his head "Oi! take care of these bozos" he commanded his men and his men bowed in response as he walk towards Kaiji who is disappointed also that he can't kill those enemies as their boss told them so. "hey Kaiji! lets have a drink!" Chuuya said as he took off his mask in a smile and drag Kaiji to a near pub.

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Hello! MLILAF Here! I'm sorry that I didn't updated on friday as I said so, because of my busy schedule and my lagging laptop,(yes it lags because its already old... haha!) as a compensation I will upload a Unchapter... I hope you guys enjoy your time reading.