Don't Do It

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I'm sorry, you were there and we didn't realise. We were just trying to have a joke but you didn't like it. You just seemed to be there we didn't know how you felt. We're sorry.

We just walked away from you. It felt like you were following us but you thought we were your friends. You were mistaken. We didn't like you and now I know how you felt.

You just wanted to fit in. I'm sorry you couldn't. I say you couldn't but we just wouldn't accept you. We did like you. It was just a bit confusing because you walked in to the group at a difficult moment.

I remember our conversations. I tried to stay quiet so you would go away but you didn't. I didn't realise you were suffering inside. You were lonely and I shut you down at your time of need. It's my fault this has happened.

I know what you were doing but didn't want to tell you to stop. I realised in the summer when you took your shirt off. I saw the scars that you were hiding. It looked like you had got a knife and just sliced it down like a zip.

I wanted to help you but I couldn't. If I did you would take all the friends i had managed to build up over time. I guess I was just jealous that you were gaining my friends.

I would always take my mates away from you. I know this affected you but I couldn't lose them. I was taught to share but friends I thought was different. It obviously isn't. It's my fault for this.

The day I heard the news I pretended not to be bothered but I was. I didn't show my emotion to anyone but I knew it was my fault. You were a good person and didn't deserve this. I cried for you. I did like you I was just jealous of you.

I heard how you did it and I know why you did it... Me. I'm stupid. There's no excuse for someone to feel the need to kill themself. I made you feel like that. It's my fault.

I guess I'm sorry but I know it's too late now. I will always live with this and feel like this now. I deserve it but my life has now changed. This is because of you!!!