17. Return

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Butterflies swirl uneasily in my stomach and my fingers tap nervously on the scrubbed table in the kitchen of 12 Grimmauld Place. I was shaken from my thoughts by a warmth settling over my hand and tingles shooting down my arm. My eyes rose to meet Kai's and I instantly felt a little better. At least he would be by my side in what was likely to be a slightly traumatic experience. To say that I had been majorly re-evaluating my decision to go back to Hogwarts was an understatement.

"Hey, don't be like that Anna. I will be with you always. It was not your fault." I look down.

"It was. And they know that."

"Anna, look at me." I couldn't. The guilt was piled so heavy in my head. Strong fingers grasped my chin gently and tilted my head up to meet his eyes. I could see the anguish it was causing him to see me like this but I couldn't help it. I really couldn't. I know that I was under his possession, but it was my voice and my hand that killed those people. Those people who were the families of those at Hogwarts. Even if they understood what had happened, I was still the one who killed their family, and that was unforgivable.

Kia stares into my eyes and I swear it was like he could read my thoughts.

"I can." Wait what the f- "I kind of forgot to mention that part. As your anima and you as mine, we can share consciousness." He said this like it was so normal but my brain paused. 

"Are you shitting me? And you never thought to mention this before?" He rubbed the back of his head and as mad as I was at him, the action made his arm bulge in the most delicious way.
Sweet baby Jesus! He smirked at me and I face palmed.

"Is there any way to stop it?" His face fell momentarily before going carefully blank.

"You can. I can teach you if you wish." It was almost like it hurt him say it. He can't really think it's a good thing? "It's a part of the bond that binds is together. That is very important to me." His eyes were serious and there was not an ounce of playfulness in his tone.

"O-okay we can keep it then." I stutter out, suprised.

"Are you sure?" He asked. I nodded quickly and squashed down my discomfort. In truth, there isn't much in this head that he doesn't already know or can't figure out. Also, I don't have anything to hide.

***

That night we returned to the castle. I was allowed some mercy by Dumbledore as Kai and I were given our own room not in my old Gryffindor dorm. This had calmed me significantly as my fears of being stabbed when asleep were made nearly impossible. Kai wouldn't let anything happen to me anyway.

The familiar scent of the castles halls calmed me somewhat after months of turbulence and inconsistency. Entering our new chambers, I noticed with a blush of satisfaction that in there was only on large queen sized bed. My mind ran wild with the thoughts of what we would almost be certainly doing long into the night. Hands snaked around my waist from behind and his deliciously warm breath ticked my ear.

"Mmmm I like where those thoughts are heading." I fell my cheeks warm. He gently spins me around so that my chest is flush against his. I could feel my pulse start to speed up and heat erupt from unmentionable places. A strong hand left my waist and ran gently to my stomach and then lower. My abdominal muscles clenched in response and my mind was driven wild by the sensual kisses that he was placing up my neck. 

Oh my God 

I audibly groan and he seems to like my reaction as he lowers me gently onto the mattress and covers my body with the taught plains of his muscled chest and legs.

"Fuck Ana." He groans and lets his hands wander me, teasing me until I feel like I am about to burst. Impatient, I reach up and tug at his shirt. He gets the message and pauses what he is doing to pull the fabric from his body. My mouth goes dry as I feast on his perfect body, I still cannot believe that he is mine. He is pure perfection to me. He catches me staring and flashes a panty-dropping smirk at me before reaching over to my and pulling my own shirt off of me. A flash of self-consciousness passes through me but before it can stick around a deep growl pierced the room and my eyes snapped to Kai. 

"No." He looks hard at me and pins my arms beside me so that I was bare to him. His eyes ran over my hungrily and he emanated approval. 

It was what I needed at that moment. A distraction. And trust me when I say he made me forget everything for a while. 

*** 

The next morning, a gentle pressure on my lips woke me from a deep sleep. I groaned slightly and cracked open an eye. Kai was leaning over my face and kissing me tenderly. I grimaced and tried to move away from him. Firstly, I'm sure I looked like an absolute mess after the night we had and I hadn't had the chance to brush my teeth yet.

"Ugh morning breath babe." I rasped out, still half asleep. He ignored me and captured my lips once again.

"I don't care, you always taste good to me." He smirked and watched my face go red. My brain seemed to click into consciousness and I remembered what day it was. 

"Stop it you. I have to get ready for class, don't distract me." I heaved myself up off the bed and headed for the shower, not even needing to strip off, I waited until the water warmed and then stepped right in. Just I was beginning to wash my hair I feel an unmistakeble presence behind me and I looked to find Kai in al his naked glory stepping into the shower.

"Wha-" Just as I was about to ask what in the hell he was doing, he covered my mouth with his and I put up very little resistance. Who cares about being on time to class anyway? 

Unfortunately, all good things must come to an end and I got out of the shower, getting dressed and heading down to breakfast with Kai following slightly behind me. As soon as we exited the room, all tenderness had left his face and in its place, an unforgiving hardness. He knew what would undoubtedly ensue and he positioned himself so that he could best protect me if needed. 

My stomach churned uneasily and I suddenly didn't feel very hungry anymore. I must have halted my steps slightly as Kai gently nudges me gently forward toward the large double doors of the great hall. There was no going back now. As we walked through the door it was like my worst nightmare, all heads turned to us, watching. No doubt the power of Kai emanated throughout the hall and some faces showed intimidation while other looked at me and glared. It all happened so fast. One second I was sanding at the end of the hall staring blankly at the crowd, the next, all hell had broken loose. 

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