Somehow I Fell For You °J.H.S° |√|

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I was walking around the city and decided to go to the cafe before it closes. It was almost the time for them to close up, but I came on time and bought myself a warm cup of coffee.

I roamed through the streets again and wondered where should I stay. This city wasn't a very safe place, but I didn't have a chance. I wanted that Jimin and Yoongi could have the time alone and do what they want. I would have just bothered them.

The weather got pretty cold and I cursed at myself for not taking something warmer with myself. IF I won't freeze through the night, it will be amazing. I had a warm cup of coffee in my arms and that was the only thing, who made me warm. Also, it was pretty tasty too.

After some time I reached the park and decided to sit on the bench, near the river. I looked up to the sky and looked at the moon, who was slowly appearing in the sky, followed by some stars. It looked pretty, as the sun was still visable. The sky was dyed in  beautiful purple and rosy colours. It made me to take my phone from the pocket and take a photo real quick.

I was sitting peacfully, just listening to birds singing and didn't felt how an hour passed. Only one hour left until the midnight, and now the sky was dark. Only a moon shined brightly. It was a little bit scary to be in the park alone, so I decided to go to the center of the town. There should be some people. I think there is a festival held right now. That should make the time go quicker.

As I thought, there were lots of people in the center of the town. A band was singing and a big group of people were singing with them. I can't lie, they sounded really good and the fact that they also played instruments, made it more beautiful. The melody sounded really nostalgic and the words were heart touching. I somehow could relate to them and it made me sad.

I decided to go to the crowd and listen to them more. People were a little bit pushy, but they didn't yell at me, for trying to come closer to the scene. I guess all of them were touched by the song and I understood them. The lyrics were really sad and touching. And the sweet and husky voices made the song sound even sadder.

When I got to the front line and saw five people playing the instruments and singing, it gave me goosebumps. I don't know why I felt like that, but it was nice. It seems like the last part of the song came and the words hit me straight to the heart. They represented my feelings right now and it made my heart ache. It was aching for the past few weeks.

The song ended and the crowd started chanting "Day6" over and over again. I assumed that it was the band's name and for some reason it sounded really nice. I stayed for a few songs more and then got out of the crowd. Their songs just made me remember my feelings more. Their songs comforted and hurt me at the same time. And I think, this is what people can call art.

I got out of the city's center and started roaming again. It was totally dark and only street lights made me feel safer. The weather got really cold and the wind got stronger. I was starting to get cold and there was no place, where I could go. I wonder, how will I survive this night alone, in a town. I will be lucky if nothing will happen to me. This city isn't safe and something happens here everytime. But for some weird reason, I wasn't scared. It seems like I didn't really care if something will happen to me or not. I stopped caring about myself a long time ago.

I walked into a weird street. Lights weren't working, some of them were flickering. The street was dirty and the houses didn't look very nice. The street wasn't promising anything good, but I still walked as I did. Didn't bother to go faster. I got a little bit concerned when a black started driving near me. I tried not to pay any attention to it, but the car was slowly driving near me and didn't do anything. Just followed me.

I looked up to the windows, only to see them shut and dark. I couldn't see anything through them and that made me a little bit scared. The car stopped and I was about to run, but a familiar person got out of it and came near me, with a mad face.

"For fucks sake, Y/N,  why the fuck are you here?! At least you could have went somewhere safer! What IF something would have happened to you?! What IF it wasn't me in the car?! What would you have done then?! " Hoseok was standing in front of my eyes and scolded me. He looked really pissed off and I didn't know how to react. His eyes were worried and scared and it's been a long time, since I saw someone so worried about me.

"I-I just... It's not a big deal... " I somehow managed to look at him, only to see his eyebrows furrowing and getting angrier at me.

"Not a big deal? " His voice got really low and deep. It only was a sign, that he got really mad at me and was about to scold me more. This time I lowered my head and just listened to him. " Not a big deal?! What got into you?! IF you think roaming through the city the whole night is a great idea, you should re-think it! Anything could have happened to you! Anything! Your brother would have freaking killed himself! IF you needed a place to stay, you should have asked me... We are friends, you know."

A felt tears falling down my cheeks and I looked up at Hoseok. He wasn't angry anymore, just worried and scared. Because of that, I started to cry harder and didn't know what to do with myself. I was starting to be a mess and I almost fell down on my knees, but Hoseok embraced me with his warm body and held me thight with his hands. I was standing still, crying. He stroked my back and I felt goosebumps all over my body. The feeling was so familiar and made me feel safe. My arms hugged him back and we both stayed quiet. He was still stroking my back lightly and some tears still escaped from my eyes. But these tears fell because of the old memories.

I broked the hug after some time and Hoseok opened his car's door, that I would get in. He quickly ran to the drivers seat and started the car. We slowly moved on and the radio turned on. The same song was playing, that I heard in the festival. But this time it made my heart ache even more. Me and Hoseok were both quiet and didn't say a word to each other. I turned my head to the window in hopes that he won't see my face, when the last part of the song started playing.

"Because we can't return
To the relationship we had
I will stay here
Seems like I still want you"

Lol giving another group, that I like a lot, a little promotion. But really Day6 is an amazing band! BTS is my main boy group and Day6 is my main boy band lol.
The song I used into the story is from their new album Youth pt.1. And it is called "Still". Believe me, a very beautiful song. You should give them a chance! You won't regret. One of my personally favourite songs: I'll remember, Somehow, Letting go,  Hi Hello and Lean on me. But I actually love all their songs! They have this kind of vibe, when you literally like all of their songs lol

I'm sorry if their are mistakes! 🙏 I'm trying my best and I hope I will get better in the future!