Chimmy🌸°just now
Chimmy🌸: Yoongi...
Chimmy🌸: Yoongi... You were the biggest light in my dark world this past year. You lit my world up and made me realize that better days do come. Yoongi... You don't know how hard it is for me...
Chimmy🌸: you know... My step dad is abusive and he started to hurt us again... He doesn't only hit me, but my mom too. He always says that I'm a faggot for liking guys and he calls my mom a slut for giving birth to me. My mom couldn't bear him anymore and... My aunt... She lives in Europe, England and my mom talked with her. She said we could live with her... She talked with her in winter and when the summer started she told me about this. She has been saving money for plane tickets and told always to be ready... And I was. I'm waiting for the train to take us to the Seoul right now...
Chimmy🌸: All of you had a lot of problems so I didn't want to tell you about this... Also, I knew you would get angry and I didn't want to waste time. I wanted to spend as much as possible with all of you, especially you, Yoongi. You are my lover, my everything and...
Chimmy🌸: sorry... It is hard to write while crying...
Chimmy🌸: the thing is, Yoongi, that no matter how much I don't want to leave you, I have to... For my own good, for my mom's good. Yoongi... Please, don't get mad. You mean the world to me. You showed me how to breathe again. I'm thankful. You showed me that love exsist. And that you can change. You have showed me alot, you have taught me a lot. I'm thankful...
Chimmy🌸: the thing, that hurts the most, is the fact that I don't know if I will ever be able to feel your lips on mine again. If I will be ever to fall in your warm and loving embrace... The last kiss we had... I will cherish it forever. I promise...
Chimmy🌸: yoongi... Please, don't be angry at me. Please. I won't be able to take it then. When you will see this. Please tell me you love me... Because I love you a lot... More than possible... You are my everything... My hero... My sweet flower... My little, mad boy
Chimmy🌸: gosh... This us so hard... I feel my heart aching more and more... My mom is trying her best to help me but it doesn't work and she gets it... She says she is really sorry and that she will miss you randomly coming to our house with flower that you gave to her... She really likes you...
Chimmy🌸: it seems the train is near... I have to get ready... I need to leave.
Chimmy🌸: Yoongi... I love you... Always will... Please, remember this💔
Chimmy🌸: wait... No...Chimmy🌸: please forget me as soon as possible... It will be easier...
Chimmy🌸: I love you, my little grumpy gummy boy❤️💔
Writing this while listening to Day6 songs was the worst idea. I'm sad af right now :( how will i fall asleep while being this sad
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