Somehow I Fell For You °J.H.S° |√|

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Jaesung has fallen asleep on the couch and I watched him a little bit. His brown hair was messy from all the pillow fights we had, his skin was still slightly red from moving a lot and his mouth was slightly parted apart.

The boys chest was slowly moving and for some reason his breathing calmed me down.

I lay my head on his chest and heard his slow heart beating. The sound was soothing for me and I felt myself slowly falling asleep.

I've been spending the last two weeks with him and we got really close. My heart wouold start beating a little bit faster when I see him and I don't know if this is a good sign.

Since Yoongi was either at Jimin's or Hoseok's, I haven't talked properly with him in ages. Nari was still ditching me almost every night, so Jaesung would come and spend them with me. I was grateful for him.

Before I comepletly shut down a name crossed my mind. Even though I was with Jaesung and felt comepletly safe with him, I wasn't able to get him out of my head. My mind was madly repeating 'Hobi', like it was some kind of magical word, until I fell asleep.
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"Hoseok, do you feel any better?" all the guys were concerned of me since I was sitting on the swings, in my back yard, slowly swinging, and looking at the sky for ages now.

"Dunno. How do I look?" I felt my voice being weak and I sounded pathetic to myself. Being weak is something I really didn't miss.

"You look pathetic." I heard someone, probably Jin, smacking Jungkook's head and I chuckled. For sure, pathetic.

"You look lifeless. Defeated and lost." Jimin spoke and his words hit me. I was for sure like that now. Sad, huh?

"I just hope, that she will be happy. And safe. And that she will have someone besides her, who will be able to protect her." I was slowly breathing and trying to calm myself. My eyes were hurting, from trying to stop the tears from falling. " I have never thought I will be this pathetic. How come she is still the only thing I can think of? It hurts... Badly. My heart is aching and I feel like it is gonna break soon"

"Hoseok, what do you exactly feel for my sister?" I looked at Yoongi, who was looking at the watch on his wrist. It seems it was very late since all of us were tired, but they didn't plan to leave, until I will get everything of my heart.

"Love. Pure, passionate love. You know, whenever I see her, I just want to shower her with kisses and do random stuff. Like find a daisy in a field and give it to her, just because I think it is pretty. You know how girls like attention from guys? I want to show her so much attention, that she would start to get bored of it, but still call me whenever she is craving for it. I want her to feel loved and cared of. I want to be her protector, her hero. The one she trust the most. The one she wants to see the most. I want to do all those silly date ideas just to make her good memories. I want to show her, that love is still real. And that I still freaking love her. Three years ago... We were still in middle school, still kids. We both used to say that we love each other. It's funny to think that Y/N was only in 7th grade. " I giggled to myself remembering old times. We used to say we love each other almost every day and that made me let out a small smile now." But now, let's be real. I'm almost grown up, I'm finishing school next year and I know when I'm in love. And when I think of it, I had a lot of chances to just leave Y/N alone and fall for someone else. I even once tried, but compeletly failed. Every time when I was with another girl, I would just realize that Y/N still the most important one for me. I was never able to get her out of my head and maybe when I wrote to her after three years... Well, that wasn't an accident. I don't even know who that Gwan Areum is. Or whatever the name was. I just wanted to talk with her again. And I compeletly forgot in what danger I could put her. If I wanted to do anything, I first should have dealt with that girl. I only put Y/N in danger, sorry, Yoongi... But shortly saying, I love her. For real. And that's one of the reason, why I'm ready to let her go, if that Jaesung guy makes her happy... "

I looked up and found Yoongi smiling. The thing is, that he wasn't smiling at me, but at someone behind me. I was about to turn around, but I froze when I felt someone hugging me from behind.

Okaaayyy soooo I got one idea out of no where and I'm doinf this right now. In The other chapter or maybe few will be shown what happened in the time that I skipped so don't get confused. The last chapter happened i think 2 weeks ago and this is in current time. And the other few will be about the events in those two weeks.lol i just got confused myself🤓🤓🤓

Either way this is a very long chapter lol