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Jung Hoseok: i won't ASK you to forgive me or reply to me I just
Jung Hoseok: before I tell you something. Promise that you won't tell anyone about this.
Jung Hoseok: lol i know you don't need to promise to me anything but I'm really askinf you to keep this chat in private. Between me and you
Jung Hoseok: i won't tell much since I can't but i want to say sorry.
Jung Hoseok: i'm sorry for acting how I act. But i only began the hoe life to relieve my stress? So much was and still is happening in my life and i couldn't and still can't share that with you because... I just can't.
Jung Hoseok: i know I hurt you... And knowinf that onlt made me stress out more. I tried to forget you and asked random girls on dates but they only took my mind away from you for a few minutes. Because every night when I lay om bed I still think of you.
Jung Hoseok: i know how stupid this sounds. I bet you just think I'm gross and fucked up. Actually maybe I am. Im fucked up. I got so lost in my problems and tried running from them and only became a bigger hoe. And what was the point when I always knew that you are the one. When the problem just appeared again because of my mistake. I'm sorry. For making you to remember me and letting me in your life again. I'm sorry as hell.
Jung Hoseok: mahbe you weren'f doing that good alone but your life was and would have been much bettee without me in it. I'm sorry for making you believe in me again but... The promise i made in the car... It's true. I'm trying. It's still a promise. And mahbe that's the only thing that makes me still think straight
Jung Hoseok: y/n... I'm... I'm a bastard, I'm stupid and I only hurt you but... I'm trying to keep the promise to you. And I will. I promise. With all of my life. I'm sorry.
Jung Hoseok: it's so hard to keep this to myself... I want to tell you everything but I can't. Hope you can understand...
Jung Hoseok: Y/N... I love you... You are the only one I love. The only one with whom I want to spend my life. With whom I want to create a family a household. Everything. With whom I want to cuddle every single night. To whom I want to cook and give all my love to. To whom I want to give every possible flowers in the world and all the tastiest candies in the world. You are the one I want to shower with love and... And steal little kisses. That's what I want. I want to make you happy...
Jung Hoseok: but if you will move on from me and find someone new... I won't be mad. I will be happy for you... For real. You deserve love and all the best things in the world. You deserve every cute thing in the world that would make you happy.
Jung Hoseok: even though my heart would break to peacies, I would watch you being happy with a smile on my face. Because I love you too much to be sad about it. Your happines is the most important thing to me. Sorry for not being able to make you happy and only make you feel sad...
Jung Hoseok: I know you hate me and at some point you hate yourself too, but please don't... You didn't do anything wrong... It's all my fault okay? Don't think it's your fault too. Because it's only mine.
Jung Hoseok: Y/N... I hope you will find a man who is worth you, because I'm not the one... I'm too bad to you... You need someone better. I'm not worth to be loved by you. We all know that.
Jung Hoseok: no matter what you will choose remember that I will always love you. And please don't tell anyone about what I said. It's for your own good...
Jung Hoseok: I love you, dumple... Forever will...
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Let me explain the meaning between the word "dumple" lol because it may make you feel like this is a typo but it is not. It is a nickname Hoseok gave to Y/N when they were kind of a thing (three years ago) and it consist of two words dumpling and dimple. Dumpling because Y/N face looked puffy to Hoseok and HE found it adorable and dimple because HE loved her faint dimples that only shows up when she genuinely is happy and smiles with her heart.
That's it for this chapter. After this chapter it will be a time skip to the summer and when Nari arrives at Y/N's house.
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Fanfiction*Pure cringe. Literally, read if you only like this kind of stuff* Jung Hoseok, famous fuckboy in his school, by accident wrote to his best friend's sister. And that lead their life's to have weird, but somehow beautiful and precious changes. Starte...
