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By now, me and Y/N were alone in my backyard, sitting on the grass and looking at each other. She really wanted to hear the whole thing and I didn't know how to even start the story. It was a lot to tell.

"So, will you tell me? Nobody can hear us, don't worry." Y/N smiled to me and that made me feel a bit better. She had this kind of effect on me.

"It isn't that easy, Y/N... Well, maybe it is... Sorry, I'm being stupid" she slightly stroked my haird with her hand and I felt goosebumps going through my whole body. "Why do you have this effect on me...?"

"But I do nothing, Hobi. I'm just here with you" Her voice was sweet as honey to my ears. It calmed me down and I missed this feeling so much. Being calm.

"Exactly..." I sat quietly for a while and thought about how should I talk to her. " Long story short, there is this girl named Jesso. When I was in eight grade me and Yoongi went to this party with older teenagers. And I met this girl, Jesso. It was the night when me and you kind of broke up, gosh it is so embarrassing when you think of it now, and I kind of had my first time with her. At first it was fun and all, but she thought that it wasn't a one-night stand and kind of... I don't know... Got glued to me. I didn't pay much attention though, since I felt guilty for doing that with her and I only thought how I should be close with you again... But she went all crazy when she found out about you... She kind of threatened to hurt you if I will not delete you from my life. At first, I was calm, since I thought she wouldn't do anything, but I was wrong. She almost hurt you once and after that I followed her rules... And did until I wrote to you again. And she came back again... Sorry, this wasn't short... In order to forget you, I kind of started sleeping with any girl. To calm mysef. For some reason it helped for some time, but then I would still feel guilty about it. And that kind of became my life. Sex, guil, sex, guilt."

" So, you mean, that someone is literally hunting me right now? Oh, wow. Never felt this popular, honestly." The girl seemed to be pretty...calm? I was really surprised. Was this Yoongi's impact?" Well no, I mean it is horrible, but... I don't know what to say. " She laughed a little bit. Y/N was nervous now. It seems that it really took her some time to eat the news.

"Y/N, what I want to say is that nobody can know about us... Somehow Jesso finds out everythint I have done with you in these months and I don't even know how... Me and Yoongi are suspecting Nari though... But I don't know, but for your own safety, don't say anything to anyone about what happened now... You know, me telling you the whole story, our kiss, especialy our kiss."

"What do you mean Nari? Hoseok, we can trust her. I swear, she doesn't have anything to do with that Jesso girl. We can trust her..." The girl looked at me with worried eyes right now and I only smiled. I don't know how to trust it. Nari seems suspicious. "No, Hobi, really! She couldn't do anything... She also kind of knows about me being here... She didn't stop me. She said okay, if it will make me happy..."

I've looked at her for a few seconds. Of course she would tell her. They are best friends and she didn't tried to stop her. Maybe Nari really is fine.

" Y/N, we need to go home. C'mon, you can see each other tomorrow. " Suddenly Yoongi came out of no where. Y/N stood up and without hesitantion was about to leave, but before she did, she kneeled again and softly kissed me.

She then stood up again and this time left with Yoongi and Jimin. I came back to the house to see all my other friends sleeping, except Seokjin. He was cooking something.

This is barely edited, but I just really want to end this story as soon as possible. And really, there are only a few chapters left ^^ AHHHHH I'M SOOOO EXCITED!

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