My Impossible Love II ✔️

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Natasha's p.o.v
"Rogers you better wake the fuck up, I'm not planning on doing anything more then kill that bitch" I said.
"It would be extremely awful if you ask me" Steve said blinking from the bright lights.
"Thanks to everything good in the world. We need to get out now" I said sighting in relief.
"Don't tell me you were scared for me Romanoff?" Rogers asked chuckling lightly.
"Well yeah of course. Who else is suppose to take a bullet for me" I said smirking.
"Right" he said rolling his yes.
"Okay enough. When she comes back we need to kick ass, literally. Security must be pack outside but there a door down the hall if we take the stairs it will lead you to an elevator. We need to get on the elevator and climb up, there is a secret exit. We will pretty much fuck it up from there" I said.
"Got it" Steve said as the She-devil came in.
"Natalia I thought you would like to say hi to an old friend. Doctor Lisberg? Come on in" she said.
My whole body went rigid. I felt the blood drain from my face and my heart beat pick up miles per hour.
"Well I see you remember me Natalia" he laughed dryly.
"Who are you?" Steve said bitterly.
"Oh how rude of me. Pardon my manners Mr.Rogers. I'm Caleb Lisberg" he said.
"Lisberg? As in the person that brainwashed Bucky and turned him into the winter soldier?" Steve asked looking at me horrified.
"Well I was very found of the Winter Soldier. I'm so glad he is fond of me too" he said.
"Are you kidding you psycho? He hates you!" He said angrily.
"Let's get on with business" he turned to me.
"Steve" I said looking at him.
"Look at me" Lisberg ordered.
"No" I said looking at Steve.
"Steve now. Do it" I said as Lisberg grabbed my face and began sleeping in German.
I began to drift. Well my mind did. The more he talked, the more I was fighting with myself for control. Well I was fighting with my other persona. I couldn't let her surface. If I did, I would shut off my humanity, and there wouldn't be a power on earth to bring me back. Not this time, I mean it's been so long that I wouldn't know how to fight for power again.
"Steve run!" I screamed as I felt my head being ripped into half.
"AHHHH. NO NO NO NO NO" I screamed
*SIDE NOTE: All of the bolded writing means she is having a conversation with herself. It's between her and Natalia(hydra's brainwashed version of Natasha. Picture her fighting with some else like who gets to stay with the body)*
'Let me in Natasha don't fight it anymore'
'Stop. Get out of my head!' I screamed to myself
'I'll make it better. I promise you won't have to be bother with these emotions anymore. No more pain. No more guilt. Let me in!' She said angrily.
'I can't let you. If I do I may never come back. GET OUT!' I yelled angrily.
'LET.ME.IN.NATASHA' she said threateningly.
"Go to hell!' I said bitterly.
'Well that's where I'm planing on taking you' she said evilly.
'Steve leave now. She is getting in my head. I'm not—" I said and felt a sharp pain.
'SHUT UP NATASHA' she said.
"Natasha you can do this. Fight it don't let them win" Steve said softly.
"Get out, now! I will kill you. GET OUT." I yelled desperately as I felt drifting further and further away.
"No I will not leave you" Steve protested.
"Please Steve I can't keep her out any longer. Leave while you can. She will kill you without even blinking. I don't want to hurt—" I began but I couldn't speak anymore. I wasn't in control anymore.
"You should have left like she said" I heard my voice said.
"We are glad to have you back Natalia" Lisberg said smiling while looking at me.
"I'm glad to be back. It's been way too damn long. Let release some hell on earth shall we" I said
'Please stop. Get out of my head.'
' Stop talking. I'm in control now. Bye bye' she said
"No don't shut me out' I said
'Why you did. So you bet damn well I will' she said
'Plea-' I said but I went mute. Great now she can't hear me either. Fuck. She is gonna hurt Steve. I'm gonna hurt Steve. The worst part is that I can't  do anything but watch.
Just like when I killed all those children. It took something so powerful that I snapped into control. My emotions were so strong that I took control.
But I'm screwed.
Great
If you wanted to see evil twin-Natasha-scenario
You got your wishes granted. Because she puts Satan to shame.
Hey guys hope you like the chapter. Sorry for not updating. Writers block. I can't think of anything. I've been writing this story for 3 years now and I'm just drained, I can't think of anything.