My Impossible Love II ✔️

7

Natasha p.o.v
I had a nightmare again this time Tony came to my room thinking somebody was actually killing me! I scream over and over again to the point that my own screams woke me up. Tony was at my side the light was turn on and my face was wet. Tears wouldn't stop falling of my face and I was sobbing.
"Nat..Natasha are you okay" Tony said anxiously and worriedly.
"He..why..wh-why did he do -do that-h-he-he hu-hurt me" I said sobbing.
"I know I know calm down" he said wrapping his arms around me and comforting me.
"It's all gone now. Don't think about that anymore you are here now and you are fine" he said.
"How can I forget if it keeps happening. It keeps stabbing my heart over and over again and each time a little part of me gets destroyed" I said.
"What?!" Tony asked confused.
"Nothing thank you for coming. Thank you for taking care of me" I said hugging him.
"No problem red anytime" he said hugging me back.
"You okay now?!" He asked.
"Yeah you can go" I said.
"Are you sure?!" He asked.
"Yeah I need to get some sleep" I said curling back into a ball to fall sleep.
"Okay if you need me you know where to find me" Tony said
"I know thanks" I said and he walked out of my room.
I silently cried. Steve is hurting me and the pain that I felt back in the red room does not even compare to the pain I feel now. I guess I fell sleep at some point cause everything went black. I slowly open my eyes and I saw a worried Wanda.
"Oh good you are awake I thought you were dead I couldn't hear a heart beat" she said
"And you didn't call the ambulance or anybody?!" I asked confused.
"Well no. Cause I wasn't sure" she said realizing how dumb it was not to do anything about it.
"Well I'm alive still" I said sadly.
"I heard your screams yesterday are you okay?!" She asked hugging me. I started crying and just broke down. Everything that I had been collecting inside my heart exploded into a river of tears
"I-I-I can't-d-do-th-this-anymore-it-it-hurts-too-to-o-much" I said and Wanda began to cry feeling bad for me.
"I'm so sorry I can't do anything about it" she said crying.
"It-it's-okay-it-just-hu-hurts-and-I-I'm-not-strong-enough-I'm-so-so-sorry" I said.
"People can't be strong all the time sometimes they need to feel" she explain.
"And if crying helps on the way then so be it I don't mind crying with you" she said laughing a little bit.
"Thanks I like crying with you too" I said laughing.
"Are you okay Nat?!" Wanda said hugging me tighter.
"Yeah let's go" I said getting up and wiping my tears away. We went down and Clint turned around to look at me.
"Hey Nat... Are you okay?!" Clint said once he was facing me.
"Yeah" I said.
"Your eyes are red and puffy" he mention.
"Oh I had an allergic reaction to the food I ate yesterday that's why my eyes are red don't worry about it" I said quickly turning around bumping into someone and falling to the ground.
"Sorry" I said looking up at the person. Steve.
"It's okay..are you okay?!" He asked concern.now he is concern?!
I looked away from his eyes and got up.
"I'm fine Captain Rogers thanks for asking" I said and walking towards Clint but he grabbed my arm and pulled me away to a room. What?! No I can't be alone with him why now not now.
Once he closer the door he looked at me
"What the hell Rogers?!" I asked angrily.
"What's wrong with you?!" Steve asked not caring wether or not I was mad at him.
"Nothing is wrong with me. Nothing that involves you at least" i lied of course everything that had happen to me has to do with him.
"How are you feeling after going  through a comma" he asked.
"I'm fine anything else you need to know Rogers" I asked.
"Why are so distant with me?!" He asked.
"I meant anything work related Captain Rogers" I said emotionless.
"What happen to us?" He asked. I stood silent.
"What happen to our friendship?" He asked.
"I don't know. I don't have the answer to that. I'll tell you when I know it" I said trying to reach for the door handle but he grabbed by hand.
"No I'm not done yet" he said and I just angrily glared at him.
"Well I'm done talking about something none work related" I said.
"You know what Romanoff that's bullshit! We were friends I trusted in you and that's valuable to me!!" He yelled angrily and it took me by surprise I've never seen him this mad.
"I don't know what to say Rogers. Don't trust in anybody cause they can stab you in the back when you least excepted" I said coldly.
Steve punched a wall harshly and kicked a small table and I jumped a little by his actions.
"Shit Romanoff!!" Steve said angrily
"You know how hard it is for me to trust somebody and you don't even care! I should have never even place my trust in you!"Steve said.
"You said it yourself you shouldn't have. I only bring pain to people so why bother fake been something if I'm a piece of shit!" I said angrily.
"Look we are both professionals here working together and we can keep doing just that perfectly fine why so pissed?!" I said.
"What did I do?!" Steve said confused.
"Nothing" I said annoyed
"Then why do you push me away?!" He asked.
"Because that's what I best do" I said.
"I'm sorry if you are mad for me not been able to safe you from getting into a comma but I didn't know" Steve said sadly.
"I don't blame you for what happen to me Rogers so don't blame yourself for that" I said looking at him in the eyes.
"It is my fault if only I knew you wouldn't had left and we would still be friends" he said looking back at me.
"Well you didn't know and this happen but you can't blame yourself if anything I should of known something was up the moment the security was easy to take down. It was a trap so if anything I got myself in the hospital bed not you!" I said angrily.
"You can't always know everything nobody is perfect" he said.
"Well you've seen that I was trained to be perfect" I said.
"Natasha what happened?!" He asked.
"Steve TIME happen. Time goes by and people move on! People leave you and new people come. People change Steve. Look everybody changes. Things in people's life change and sometimes it's not the same when they change so you choose to move aside" I said.
"What are you talking about Natasha" Steve asked confused.
Just then somebody opens the door and Sharon comes in.
"Oh babe I was looking for you everywhere and I couldn't find you" she said kissing his cheek and wrapping her arms around his waist.
"People change Rogers" I said
"Oh Nat! I was looking for you! I was worried you were cry-" Wanda began
"No no I'm here and I'm fine let's go get ready for the party. See you guys there?" I said looking at both Sharon and Steve.
"Of course" Sharon replied.
"Perfect" I said turning around but Steve stopped.
"Natasha" he said.
"Yeah" I said looking at him his blue eyes looked in pain.
"And people leave" he said and looked down.
"And people leave" I whispered walking out the door.
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