My Impossible Love II ✔️

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Natasha's p.o.v
"You know Nat, sometimes I wish I had the power to read your mind because you're imposible to read" he said looking at me.
"Well if it makes you feel better, Wanda can't even read me sometimes" I said.
"Well then I guess you need help letting people in" He said.
"Trust me Rogers. It is easier this way, at least for me" I said sighting.
"You know I don't like pushing but—" he began
"Then please don't" I interrupted him.
"I can't anymore. You make it impossible not to get involve. I mean it's like you purposely hurt yourself, and I can't let you do that. You've suffer enough" Steve said.
"Steve. I've ruined enough lives to know that people like me cannot be anything but a heartless and a cold-hearted bitch!" I said sighted sadly.
"But that was you, as in past tense. You are different" he said.
"That's the thing. Deep down I haven't change, push the wrong button and I snap. Steve there is a difference between changing and disguising. And as you know I'm very good at that. Faking to be something I'm not, because I was trained for it and you can't change that. No one can." I said.
"But you can change" Steve insisted.
"You know what!? Maybe I don't want to change, maybe I just want someone to accept me the way I am and for once in my entire life not change me" I snapped angrily slamming the bathroom door.
"Nat, please open the door" Steve said knocking on the door gently.
"Steve you got to stop doing whatever you thinking you're doing, I really don't push you away. But I will if you keep it up. I will erase you from memory you hear me Rogers?" I said angrily.
"I'm just tired of seeing you and not doing anything to help you. You know I care about you right?" He said.
"I care about you too Steve so don't push your luck" I said opening the door, a small smile on my lips.
"Well I'm a very lucky person, I mean I managed to stay alive for 70 years under ice" he said wrapping his arm around me.
"Yeah not everyone gets to have such a great story to tell" I said wrapping my arms around his waist.
"Right I came to find that phones ruined everybody's brain. I mean I thought a mystery creature was gonna end the world but it's just the device you hold on your hands all day, who saw it coming right?" He said laughing.
"Well you got that right, but it's good entertainment. At least it lets us die happy. Oh and don't EVER say that in front of Stark, he will have one of his robots kill you. I mean we are attacking what basically made him rich" I said laughing walking towards bed.
"Okay got it"he said.
"Rogers I think I have an idea of who is giving information to hydra. I mea we already know it's a double agent or at least someone with enough motive to want me gone. But until I have enough prove, I'm gonna need for you to not say any information about S.H.I.E.L.D to anyone.at.all. That includes Sharon. Not a word about any classified or unclassified information to anyone.Please?" I asked.
"Okay. I get it. You want to be cautious, but Sharon has nothing to do with it" Steve said.
"You have your opinions and I have mine. Let keep them in our head to avoid a fight" I said facing away from him and turning off my bed lamp.
"Fair enough" he said.
"Good night Steve" I said.
"Night Nat" Steve whispered.
••••••••
It must have been like 3 in the morning when my phone rang. I lazily reached for my phone
"Hello?" I said
"Nat, Sharon is giving information to hydra" Wanda said breathlessly.
"Oh my god" I gasped.
"And she is on your own. She tricked your location and she has a whole hydra army with her. She is gonna fake bring kidnapped by them and have you killed"she said in the verge of tears.
"Let her try. Calm down and let the rest know" I said.
"Please be careful. I need you" she said.
"Yeah you can't get rid of me that easily.
"I'm not planning on it" she said laughing lightly.
"Okay I gotta go. Bye. Oh and Wanda?" I said.
"Yes?" She said.
"I love you" I said.
"I love you too Nat" she said.
"Steve wake up, they tracked our location. We need to go" I said shaking him furiously.
"Wh-what?" He said waking up.
"They're coming for us" I said putting some my suit.
"Okay" He said changing in lighting speed.
"And Sharon is with them" I said.
"What!? How?" He said with pure horror.
"She is the double agent" I said.
"No she is not" he said looking at me angrily.
"I'm not gonna argue with you but let me tell you this. Wanda read her mind, she tracked us down, and is coming with a hydra army to kill me. She is gonna fake her abduction and then say they kidnapped her. Nothing is gonna happen to you. They are here to kill me. If this isn't true, then I'm wrong but if it is, then wake the fuck up!" I said walking.
"Move your fucking ass Rogers. I know they want to kill me, but I'm not gonna make it easier for them either" I said and he snapped out of his thought.
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