My Impossible Love II ✔️

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Natasha p.o.v
Si right now we have a hydra agent, we are trying to make him talk but it isn't going well. Steve is pressuring him into talking but we can't even get him to say 'shut up!' They are like that they know that's  better to stay quite than to talk and get kill later by hydra themselves. Well it's has been now 2 hours since we brought him  and we have got nothing. It's my turn to make him talk, oh boy is this going to be fun!

After a good 30 minutes of 'fun time' he spilled everything, he was taking by shield and we finally went to eat. It was a quite dinner, not much talking, I guess he is uncomfortable because of the kiss we had. Oh well it's not like he didn't like it. He has to get use to it we are a "married couple" if we don't kiss people are going to think something is up. We finished the food and went up to the room, Steve got ready for bed(was going to watch tv) it was 8 pm so I decided to go to the beach.
"Hey Rogers, I'm going to the beach see you later." I said.
"Right now isn't to late?!" Steve question.
"I like dark Rogers I've been living in it my whole life" I said.
"Romanoff....okay just be careful " he said.
"Will do Rogers" I said chuckling and changing into comfortable pants and a loose shirt with some sandals. I got up and say 'bye' and left.
I was walking it was cold, it's Russia. I had a blanket on top of me, I'm short so it was long enough for me. I sat down on the dry sand and laid back with my eyes close listening to the waves crashing against the rocks constantly without giving them a break, it was soothing to me. It's was peaceful you could smell the water and moist rocks, it was all so peaceful, something I've never had. Maybe once I kill Ivan I will have some of that, but still there is too much blood in my past for me to completely have that. I must have falling sleep because I heard a faint voice calling my name out. I felt someone shake my shoulders very slightly and I slowly opened me eyes.
"Natasha it's 3 of the morning what are you doing out here still?" He asked.
"I fell sleep sorry" I said getting up and wiping the sand off me.
"I know. Let's go" he said grabbing my hand and pulling me along. It was all so dark I couldn't see anything but Steve just get dragging me through the darkness. I felt weird I couldn't feel my legs and my mind was somewhere else, I couldn't focus on anything , I felt dizzy. Was this a dream, or was this real?
"Oh my gosh you look really cute together" a couple said and we said thank you and Steve hugged me smiling and we held hands like a married couple.
"Tasha you are freezing. Too cold" he said grabbing my hands.
"I don't feel good either" I said.
"Let's get to the room so you can warm up" he said putting his arm around me and I wrapped my arms around his stomach. He was really hot, like REALLY hot maybe he has a temper. I feel bad for him poor Steve. I wonder where Clint and the kids went for the summer, they like the waterpark so maybe they went there.
Sam will laugh at me but I like having him around he is like a brother to me. Sharon well I don't like her. What was I talking about again? Oh yeah Steve having a fever, I need to take care of him, poor.
"Tasha are you okay, you look I don't know you look off?" He asked.
"I'm fine I'm fine but you, you have a fever Mister we better we get to the room so we can take care of that" I said.
"But I don't have a fever" Steve said stopping to  look at me in the eyes, he grabbed my face with his warm hands it made want to snuggle into them. He look at me right in the eyes, everything around me stooped, it was him and me. But he looked off, he looked worried maybe he is worried about his fever.
"Okay you don't look good lets go I'll call Bruce when we get to the room" he said.
"Okay you are my doctor now. I like it" I said giggling.
"We need to go now" he said.
"Why?" I asked.
"Because-" he stopped looked down at his stomach, there was blood now, he was cold, I was warm. I didn't feel weird anymore, I turn around and saw Ivan, he shot Steve. I tried running after him but Steve held me back, he was dying it was all my fault.
"Nat- I--I---I lo--" he said closing eyes.
"No no no no no. Steve come back to me, you can't do this to me. Steve please" I said shaking him I didn't get a response.
"I love you too Steve" I said crying. I woke up feeling wet, my back was wet.
"It was a dream damn, wasn't it a fucking good one!" I said. I was wet complete head to toe, yeah I forgot that the shore goes up. It was 10 so I headed back to the room feeling like my whole body had frozen, I'm freezing but I'll take a hot shower once I get to hotel. I went to the room and slowly open the door to find Steve sleeping with the tv on. I went inside the restroom and took a long and hot bath, i need to relax, I can't let Ivan get to my head. I need to focus on the mission. After the shower I changed into pajamas and went to bed Steve was in the left side of the bed and I was on the right. I fell sleep very quickly.

It was about 3 of the morning when I woke up because I heard mumbling, I saw Steve saying something over and over again sweating and stirring around.
"Please don't leave me please-Peggy I want you in my life I can't live without you-" he said, his voice sounded anxious.
"My life is nothing without you" he said.
"Peggy-Peggy-pl-ease don't leave me" he said. I tried waking him up, slightly shaking him but it wouldn't work.
"Rogers, - Rogers wake up" I whispered but he kept mumbling.
"Steve wake up. Steve" I said. After a while of not getting a response I just began to shake him violently.
"Steve!" I said.
"PEGGY!" Steve yelled waking up and grabbing me pushing me against the floor violently in a defensive manner.
"Fuck Rogers you are strong." I said Rogers still on top of me trying to comprehend what was happening.(it was dark, all lights were off)
"Natasha... you're back. I'm sorry I thought somebody was attacking me" he said.
"I know sorry for waking you up like that it's just I thought you were having a nightmare" I said.
"Yeah... happens often sorry for waking you up" he said.
"It's fine I have nightmares often too. Would you mind getting off me, you might not look heavy but you sure are" I said and Steve quickly got up and helped me up turning on a light in the process.
"I must have falling sleep while you were at the beach cause I didn't hear you coming in" he said.
"Yeah you were sleep when I came to the room" I said.
"What time is it?" He asked sitting at the end of the bed.
"3:12 am" I said.
"Oh sorry again about that" he said.
"It's fine" I said getting back in bed as well.
"Night Rogers" I said.
"Night Romanoff" he said.
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We woke up later in the day. It was around 8:30 when we left to eat breakfast. We were holding hands while Steve had his arm around me. We are undercover, we are supposed to act like a married couple. Just as we were walking we saw Sam with Sharon. They were holding hands as well. Sam and I made eye contact and he winked at me which made me laugh, Sharon in the other hand wanted to kill me.
"Your girlfriend does remember we are undercover right?" I asked Steve looking up at him.
"Yeah she does" he said looking back at me.
"Well then tell her to stop looking at me like I'm stealing her men because she is breaking character" I said faking a smile to not make people suspicious of our conversation.
"Sure" he said and she quickly looked away from me but still kept a strong eye on me, air could feel it.
"So how did you sleep last night? Did you had another nightmare?" I asked Steve as we walk to a buffet.
"No actually I didn't get any after you woke me up, thanks" he said.
"No problem, do you think tiny and Pepper will get back together" I said walking to our table.
"I don't know maybe if Tony changes a little bit more. Maybe she is tired of the problems they have all the time" he said and we got our menus.
"In talking to pepper once I get back. Having like a girl talk and a girl night. Maybe if I talk to her I can help Tony win her back" I told her.
"That's a good idea. It's nice you are trying to help tony out" Steve said.
"Well believe or not Tony has helped me a lot and I appreciate him" I said.
"We could help them together, we can invite Pepper for Christmas and you can convince her to come over, and we could help them see the reason why the got together in the first place" he said.
"Yeah that's a good idea we should do that. Oh and I can get Pepper to listen to him and see his explanation" I said thinking about the idea.
"Happy i can help" he said laughing and I laughed too.
"Hopefully we get them together, because I know they love each other and they need each other. It must be nice knowing you have somebody to depend on, that loves you through thin and thick. That's why I want to help them I don't them not to have that" I said.
"Yeah once I had a dream of having a family, things change when you are sleep for 70 years. Your thoughts and priorities change" he said.
"Yeah a family would have been nice a long time ago, oh well life was tough on us Rogers" I said. There was a long silence.
Hey guys sorry about not updating for so long, but I wanted to update by Christmas. This is my gift for you this Christmas! I love you guys thank you so much!
Take care and for those of you that are going somewhere else for the holidays, have a safe trip!
From
Bri! ❤️😍😘