My "Simple" Life.

chapter 11

jennifer's point of view

i finally got home after a very bumpy ride from Benny's place,
i was heading to the kids room and i saw they were asleep already and my mom was sleeping on the couch at their room.

i didn't wanna wake her up,but i also didn't want her to sleep on that couch so i softly kissed her forehead and she opened her eyes. 
she was so happy to see me, 
she didn't really knew what the police did to Marc so i told her the whole thing.

she never really liked Marc that much but she knows i care a lot about him and i could tell, while i was telling her the story that she dropped a few tears on her cheek.

at the end,

i told her about the document that i just got Benny,
and that he calmed me down and he believe that Marc will be out there within a day or two.

she smiled. 

she hugged my tight and then i went to my bedroom.

i changed into my pajamas while my thoughts were traveling in my mind non stop,

i miss him. i cant help it. 
and i started crying again,

i thought what if he will not get out of jail, what would happen to max and emme? 

ugh,they love him so much! what would they do without him?

but then i stopped thinking about it.

i don't know whats wrong with with me but i have to start become optimistic,its not ok to always thinking bad thoughts all the time. 

i said good night to marc in my head and i imagined i was kissing his sweet lips softly, i fell asleep right away.

Marc's point of view

its probably like 3AM right now, god i miss my Lola so much,
i didn't even have the chance of telling her goodbye.

I'm wondering if she called that lawyer she was always talking about.
is she really care about me? or it was all fake?

or maybe she didn't have the time for helping me and she was planning on leaving me here in jail?
because if she did call that lawyer he was suppose to be here and talk to me about my options...

i started to get into a really bad mood about this whole thing.

i thought she believe me. 
was it all a lie?

god,i would've never do the same thing to her! i love her and i really care about her so so much.

i cant believe she didn't help me, i cant believe it.

why did she play with my feelings like that? ugh.

i don't wanna see her ever again! 

she betrayed me and I'm not gonna forgive her about that, ever.

to be continued...