A week later
Johanna's POV
I arrived back home at midday with the need to throw up, I was so nervous I haven't seen anyone in forever and if Andrew is still pissed at me everyone else wants to kill me.
I walked up the three steps taking a deep breath before knocking on the door. All the things that could go wrong flooded my head but I pushed them away wanting to stay positive.
The door opened and my mother gasped when she saw me. "qué estás haciendo aquí?" (What are you doing here?)
"The funeral" I shrugged. "Just because we have problems doesn't mean I can't say goodbye to one of the very few men I've ever loved"
Mom looked around as if decided what to do before stepping back so I could enter. "Where's everyone?" I asked as I set my bag down on the couch.
"Rudy and Thea are with auntie Wilma helping her with grandpas stuff and drew and Mal are out" she sat on the couch across from me doing her absolute best to not make eye contact with me.
"So what you're just going to disown me because of a mistake?" I scoffed, she wouldn't even look at me.
She just shook her head slightly before taking a deep breath, fortunately for her the door opened before Mal and drew came in with grocery bags.
Oh fuck.
Mal took one look at me and I could see the anger and hate in her eyes, it made me feel guilty.
"What are you doing here?" She seethed clenching her fists around the plastic bags.
"Grandpas funeral why else would I come back to a place where no one likes me" I shrugged forcing a smile, it didn't show to them but I really was sorry for what I had done and if I could take it back I would.
"Oh don't act like the victim Johanna if your weren't such a slut-."
"Malia!" Andrew cut her off before telling her to go to the kitchen and cool off. My mother grabbed the bags from Andrew following Malia to the kitchen, probably to comfort her.
Drew sighed before sitting on the couch across from me.
"I know what I did was wrong and if I could take it back I would, but I've apologized to Mal over this past year more times than I can count and she's still as angry as the day that it happened." I sighed, if Mal didn't forgive me I'd find someway to get over it but I couldn't lose drew, he's my rock the only person in my life who has stuck with me no matter what I can't lose him over this.
"Cameron's pregnant" he blurted out and I froze. "I found out about a month ago and my first instinct was to call you but we weren't on good terms and that made me feel some type of way. What you did was wrong in so many ways but it's a stupid thing to ruin our relationship over"
"Congratulations!" I sat next to him giving him a hug. It was a good, tight, long hug, one I've been needing for awhile.
