Pidge x Reader

Needed.

**angst

*photo from video "pidge vs. allura"

  You were all gathered around, they were in their armor while you were standing a bit ways from them fidgeting with your sleeves, not really feeling like you should be close since they were the ones that were. Well, actually supposed to be doing stuff, like making sure the universe didn't get taken over by those aliens that had the same shade as gluestick's. You always worried that they had taken babies as well not stopping with adults like Shiro, that they had already gotten to earth. You didn't want any more taken away, but if there were, you hoped one of them was the kids in kindergarten that really liked to eat glue.

  You tuned everyone out, lost in your own thoughts, getting anxious by the second. You were overthinking of things that hadn't even happened yet, Allura's voice sounding more like a white noise machine each second, your mind would probably eventually turn it into one of those calming Orca sets soon. Your heart skipped a beat as you jolted in shock when someone yelled your name,"Y/N!" You looked at them eyes wide,They all were staring back at you, varying from concerned to annoyed,"Did you listen at all?" Came the posh voice of Allura, She said it very sternly but her eyes were softer as she saw you looking around nervously. "Uh.. yeah..." She raised an eyebrow,"Then what did I say?" You blushed at getting caught,"It doesn't matter I can't..repeat everything, why do you sound like one of the garrison teachers right now?" you said trying to derail the conversation. She regained her stern look trying to act like a leader, you've seen her before racing in the castle chairs so the only way you could take her seriously at the moment was the fact that she completely towered over you.

"You need to listen! we're in war! do you not understand? why do you never pay attention, you don't care about the lives at risk do you!"  She said more than asked creating a tense atmosphere nobody spoke out of fear but Keith and Pidge looked livid while staring at Allura. You gained a harsh glare,"Oh? you don't think I care? I don't think you pay attention! when I have nightmares every night, thinking about everyone that's been affected, thinking of all of you. Wondering when you guys will finally be ripped away like everything else that i've gotten near! it's not like I should anyways! I know I don't do anything so why don't you get rid of me already!" you said tears welling in your eyes as you clamped your mouth shut saying more than you wanted to. Allura looked like she wanted to snark you back but processed what you said and opened her mouth in shock as her gaze got less hard and more guilty, you stomped out avoiding looking at them. As the door slid, Pidge walked over to where you left before turning and staring at Allura,"Sometimes people should keep their mouths shut, but I guess you wouldn't know that seeing as speed goes before brightness" she snarled before walking to were she thought you would be,"Pidge!" Shiro called but she was already out the door.

"Great." Keith sighed with an angry edge to his voice crossing his arms. Shiro walked over to Allura placing a hand on her shoulder, "Don't worry.. they just.. probably need some time to cool off..both of them." Allura looked down a bit,"(They) do need to pay attention more..but .. I guess that was a bit of a harsh approach.." she said with dejection shown in her voice not really sure what to do now. "It was, you both said the wrong things, but you can't change it right now, all you can do is try to resolve it." Shiro said his face laced with worry. "Yeah" Lance spoke up for the first time,"you both need to apologize before it gets too late...I wouldn't want (them) angry at me, Pidge too.." he shivered adding her name. 

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Everyone was in the lounge, quiet, you frowning and Allura trying to swallow her pride and you not even bothering to being at the more hurt side. You were scooted all the way at the end with Pidge, her putting a protective arm around you in case something  happened again. Allura breathed in deeply,"(Y/N)." She said finally, you looked up not bothering to respond. "I..may have said some things that I..shouldn't have."  You raised an eyebrow,"Some?"  She got a bit irritated but continued," I just. Want you to know i'm very sorry...it was the heat of the moment but I still shouldn't have.." She said sincerely. You stared at her for a while before your gaze turned to what it was before it all,"I'm sorry too." you whispered, "I shouldn't have gotten angry at such a simple question.. I shouldn't have taken that out on you." She shook her head walking over but keeping a respectful distance so if you still didn't want to,"It's fine.." you both smiled the room relieved of the tension Lance spoke up trying to make it even lighter,"That was the first time I've seen you smile (N/N)! I didn't know you could do that!" he said grinning, you immediately whipped your head over to him, glaring. "My creator didn't want it they thought it to look to realistic." You said in all seriousness, "Creator?...." Hunk said nervously thinking of you being a robot..that would explain why Pidge warmed up to you so fast... You nodded,"Pidge."  
His eyes widened as Keith rolled his. Pidge looked at you quirking an eyebrow, "What?" she said confused and curious where you were going with this. You looked over smirking," You're the only one that would build someone of my stature, probably wanting someone shorter than you that wasn't seven." Lance started laughing and Pidge whacked your shoulder causing them all to join in a little bit glad that it was resolved.