Song - Why won't you love me by Zayn ft Demi Lovato
Of course I was home alone but when I got there I ran to my room, slammed the door because I wanted to be as far away from the world. I cried, I didn't have anyone to comfort me because I have no friends, my mother is always busy, Oliver doesn't care, my father doesn't care and never will. I'm so misunderstood and that's why people don't get and why I'm so distant and quiet from people. I cried knowing what Bella said was true, he would never love me. I don't even know why he would. I just don't get why he wouldn't. Is it because I'm not pretty or perfect, I'm not famous or have lots of followers. Is it because I clean his house and I'm so different from him or is it because I don't have lots of money. I should just stay away from him as possible, don't talk to him, don't be the first to message him. I should just leave him alone. He's obviously in a different world then I am.
Oliver: um
Oliver: don't ask
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Oliver: I look cute don't I
Oliver: I cleaned up and this is what it turn out
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Me: was it at least good
Oliver: yeah it was but I need your help
Me: why don't you ask your girlfriend
Oliver: she not here
Me: well then what is it
Oliver: can you help me clean up the floor
Me: fine, I'm coming
I didn't want to go but I have to, it's my job is it not. I get to have sometime with Oliver. Who am I kidding like Bella said he would never want me. He completely stop texting unless he needs something or wants something. I'm use to it, when i had friends they usually use me for things like copying my work in school. If they wanted me to go get them something and stuff like that. I'm also use to being ignored, like I said earlier my friend also did that to me and it's nothing different with Oliver.
Oliver: hey
Me: hey
Oliver: come to the kitchen, that's where the mess is
Me: well yeah where else would it be
Oliver: in my room
Me: well yeah if Sebastian pranked you but he didn't right
Oliver: right
Me: ok well how are you
Oliver: good I'm finally going to see my dad in like 5 years
Me: oh...... cool
Oliver: I know you don't like talking about it but what happened to your father
Me: .....
Oliver:.....
Me: nothing
Oliver: please tell me, you can trust me
Me: well I was 5 and my father got into some trouble and him and my mother were never married so they didn't get a divorce they just broke up. I wasn't allowed to see him because of what he did
Oliver: what did he do
Me: he.... got into gang related things. Tears fall down Cordelia face he told me I was useless and no one would ever love me, that I was a disappointment. That I was stupid and dumb. That I was the worse thing he ever created. That I shouldn't be alive. I should die and that he never wanted to see my face again.
Oliver: I'm..... I'm so sorry and for what it's worth I love you Cordelia.
Me: no you don't you're just saying that. I know you love Bella but...
Oliver: but what tell me
Me: she doesn't love you
Oliver: that's a lie
Me: I'm not lying she told me she said that she was only with you because of fame and the followers
Oliver: that's not true
Me: she using you, why can't you see that
( to be continued in the next chapter. Guys I started writing in school so more chapters are heading your way. If you haven't but you probably have go read my first book I ever made called Why me? It's another fanfic about Oliver)
