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Chapter 20

Song - Cry by Rihanna

Oliver POV

So I texted Cordelia saying that I have a friend but the friend was really me I was talking about. I just didn't want her to know the way I was feeling but I got a random texts from Sam. I've always had a crush on Sam but not like a big one though.

Sam: hey, wyd

Oliver: nothing

Sam: ok good wanna hang

Oliver: yeah, where

Sam: let's just get food and then take it to the park

Oliver: ok

Sam: meet me at Coehadjoe park *real park btw*

Oliver: ok

Sam: ok see you there

Oliver: yes, sure will

I went to order something than went to the park where Sam said to meet up at. It was nice to know that I'm getting time to talk to an old friend. 

Sam: hey Oliver 

Oliver: is it really you

Sam: yep 

Oliver: you look so different 

Sam: so do you, your hair and you're taller

Oliver: ha, well let catch up

Cordelia POV 

Me: MOM CAN I GO FOR A RUN

C mother: sure but that's all you better be doing 

Me: yeah I will

I wanted to get out because I haven't lately and I wanted to get away from technology. I ran to this certain park all the time because it makes me happy to see kids playing and not with technology. (It the park that Sam and Oliver are at but it's been an hour since then but they're still there.) When I went to the park it wasn't really business and I see Oliver. I went closer to talk to him but then I see him leaning in to kiss the girl with him. I ran back home fully with out stoping. I thought we had something, I kissed him because he told me he liked me. He's the first guy I felt like this, I never I acted like this before. If I was my other crushes I wouldn't be like this. Omg, I don't know what to do. I don't want to do this, I don't want to cry. I cry all the time and I can't just cry because I see him kissing someone else. I knew when he texted me  about his "friend" he was talking about me. We were just supposed to be friends or just strangers who had feelings for each other but it would have never worked. There were so many signs I should have known. When I was on his live that day and he treated me like a friend. When he was dating Bella and he didn't realize how I was feeling. He would  take me to places without questions. Him just realizing he had feelings for me when I was in the hospital. That day was the only day he told me he had feelings, when I had them since day one. It's time to start a new life on my own without the influence of Oliver, of my myself choosing to do the most stupid bad decisions, my mother, his mother. I just need to be myself and choose my own path.