Chapter 9

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Song - Be Happy by FRND

Oliver: why are you saying this

Me: because it's true, the reason why I left the mall early was because of her. She mean to me, not in front of you but when we're alone together.

Oliver: I thought I could trust you

Me: you can Oliver, you're just blinded by her. She never wanted us to be friends.

Oliver: stands up
Why are you lying. She told me that she loved me and she wasn't using me

Me: Oliver, why don't you believe me . You knew me longer than you knew her. I shouldn't have told you about my father. I should have never came.

Oliver: just get out, I don't want to look at a liar.

Me: before I go I just wanted you to know that when you started to date her you ignore me and the last thing Bella said to me was that you'll never believe if I told you this and I guess it's true. I just want you to listen to me I don't think we should talk anymore.

Oliver: just go

Me: bye

Oliver didn't reply back which hurt my feelings. All I have to remember is that the last words he said to me was just go.

     When the people you love doesn't believe can hurt. For people who can't see the truth because they'll deeply in love, just have to find out themself. If they don't want to listen to the person who telling the truth I guess.... Just have to deal with it then self.

Me: you can tell Bella this but whatever happens to me will be because you didn't want to listen to the truth 

Oliver: ......

Cordelia walks out

I went home and tried my hardest to tell Oliver, to make him believe me. 

Me: Oliver please listen to me. I'm telling the truth

Me: hey Oliver it's me please answer me

Me: Oliver, Bella told me if I tell you she'll hurt me

Me: she obviously a good liar so she is going to deny it

Me: Oliver please, I beg you answer back

Me: Oliver 

Oliver- seen

Me: Oliver I know you seen it please answer 

Me: I will start calling you

Cordelia calling

Oliver doesn't answer 

Me: I'm trying to help not get your heart broken

Me: fine Oliver you don't want to answer me or listen fine

Me: I want you to be happy just not with her

Me: I'll stop texting you, I'll completely cut you off since you don't want to talk to me

Oliver- seen

I'm fine with Oliver not answering back I just want him to be safe and not get used. I want him to be happy. If he doesn't want me in his life I won't. I been in and out of peoples lives that I'm use to being push out. If I didn't care I would not be crying. I think I'm crying about then one thing. I told no one about my father and I trust Oliver that he would believe but would he believe me about my dad? I can't anymore, I want to be somewhere else. I can't deal with life anymore. I didn't want to die but I just stayed in my room. I didn't go to school, my mother didn't know until we got a phone call. I still went to Oliver's house but we stop talking.

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