By Moeka Win
Beautiful.
He is beautiful and I want him to be
Mine but he isn't and it
Hurts
So much but I have to
Bear it.
Bear it because it is my burden to carry and
Nobody else's.
I feel like ruffling his hair but I can't because then he would be
Weirded out, but I want to do it so bad.
His hair is so beautiful, it shines in the sunlight and is
A little wavy, enough to make me feel
So jealous of him.
But I will not be jealous of him because I
Love him so much.
Him.
He isn't mine, yet I wish with all my might that he was.
So tall,
Tall enough to make me feel small next to him,
Small and adorable.
He makes me feel amazing yet
He makes my heart hurt so much.
He owns my everything
Yet he tries to give it back to me.
Why?
I love you, I want to cry, be mine!
But he can't be
And he won't be because he is nobody's and everybody's.
His long eyelashes and beautiful eyes makes me melt inside
And oh how I wish that he was mine.
I love him so much.
Him.
Yet he tries to give my heart
Away
The heart it took three years to
Entrust to him.
Like it is nothing but it is
Everything to me.
Him.
He is everything to me.
How skinny he is and how
He tries to hide it with baggy clothes.
How he is so weird and yet isn't afraid to hide it and how he is so
Unlike me.
I try to hide myself.
Hide myself.
I LOVE HIM.
No.
I loved him.
He is not mine nor will he ever be mine.
Ah.
Oh.
The realization strikes my heart and oh my god
IT HURTS.
But I must stop loving
HIM.
So I will stop loving him.
I will move on.
I will no longer imagine ruffling his glorious hair.
I will no longer picture his eyes staring into mine.
I will no longer imagine his hands holding mine.
I will no longer picture his tall, skinny body hugging mine tight.
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✧Sweet Sweet Babe✧
PoetryA collection of love poems. Good luck. Most is about heartbreak and some are about love and happiness so yeah. These are all written by me so yes they will be very intimate. (Some May be very depressing)
