Julian Dilorenzo

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Why did you even bother falling in love with me, 
When you're plan all along was to leave me?

I just want to know...
Was it me?
Was it someone else?
Did you lose my contacts?
Do you not have your phone?
Am I just waiting for nothing?

Missing you just isn't ideal anymore...
But I'll keep waiting.

I saw your eyes water.
I saw how stressed you were,
How angry...
I saw you for what the mess was like and I could've taken up so much worse, 
Trust me.

I Can't stand to see you cry but I'll still help you
Only if you give me a overdue kiss!

You're amazing.
I can't wait to see you again.

I'm just waiting for the unexpected to happen
When you finally text me and tell me you want to go out with me.
And that you love me.

I should stop waiting sometimes, 
And just enjoy the present without you
But you see,
I love you, 

Dear Julian Dilorenzo,

Seeing you in that residential, I had the instant thought,

"I could love someone like him." 

And I am. I love you.

So when you decide you really want to find me,
Just know I'm looking for you too,
Because I miss you and how sweet and respectful you were,
All your little quirky jokes and funny impressions.
I miss your drawings and the way you'd do your hair.

So if you ever read this or find this, Just know,

I've been waiting.

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