Ghost Of You // A.I

Fights / 3rd August 2018

Phone call-3rd August 2018

"This is hard for me too, Maya. You're not the only one who wanted..."

"Wanted what, Ashton? Come on, you were obviously going to say something!"

"You know exactly what I was going to fucking say."

"This is harder for me than it is for you, especially when you leave me here!"

"That's not fucking fair. You think I don't hate being away from you?"

"Well you don't call me Ash, so how the fuck am I supposed to know how you feel?"

"I didn't call you once, Maya, once! Would you stop being so needy?"

"Oh, I'm being needy? You're the one who called me at 2 in the fucking morning a last night, saying you needed to talk! You've been on tour for 48 fucking hours, and already you're making me worry about you!"

I regret saying that as soon as it comes out. He called at two am, his voice choked saying he missed me, saying it was all his fault and that he couldn't stand the idea of me being in our bed alone.

And I used it against him.

"Ash, I'm sorry."

"You should probably go to bed Maya you've got work tomorrow."

"Baby..."

"Night."