Loveless

Introduction

     Love. The dictionary says it's a strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties. My best friend Brian said that it's when you're so infatuated with a person that you can't be away from them or you'll literally fall apart. My mom said that it's when you put a person before anything else in life. Science said that love is free, it can't be bought, sold, traded, prisoned, and it's not a commodity. My ex said it was how she felt about me. "Kayla, I love you and I couldn't imagine being with anyone else on this earth," is what she told me. The next week I found her fucking some rando in her condo. I broke up with her the day after. Not because I was hurt but she was a liar. I have never loved a girl, although I would like to experience that, other than my mother. In my 22 years of living I have never ever felt love for a woman, girl, shit obviously not no nigga. I guess I'm just a simple ass nigga. It's crazy because with the job I have you would think that I would have bitches left and right, and you wouldn't be wrong but they aren't what I'm looking for. I know I'm only 22 but I don't want to be like this forever. I just wish that there was a girl that would make me change for her. I mean I've been with girls who don't take bullshit but they tend to be uptight and then I get fed up and leave. I want someone different that makes me feel love in some way, shape, or form. Who knows if I'll ever find that though.

A/N: NEW BOOK ALERT LIL BABY!! This is a new book that I'm writing so I hope you all enjoyed this little introduction to our main character, Kayla Ramsey. I'll start posting chapters AFTER I finish writing Cold Nights Alone. I've been too geeked to put this out so to satisfy my eagerness I decided to throw out this lil introduction to y'all. I already have a couple chapters written but I wanted to give my full, undivided attention to finishing CNA before I start anything else. So I'll see y'all around, hope you enjoy.

-Stay Saucy ✨