Loveless

Chapter 10

     A good two months have passed and when I say Jazmin has got to go, I mean she gotta get the fuck up outta here. She is so clingy and jealous. Everything I do is had to be monitored or she thinks I'm cheating. I don't text back within a half-hour and I'm automatically fucking someone else. No matter how much I assure her that if I wanted to cheat on her that I'd just break up she doesn't seem to touch me. I don't know who hurt her or put the idea that I'm trying to cheat on her in her head but they can run me my fade because what the fuck. Then she wants to move in and I said no. Now she's mad at that and I'm just tired of apologizing and explaining myself. I feel like it's way too soon to have her move in with me. It's only been like two months and some change that I've known her and I'm just not ready for that. I think I'll give her another chance but we do need to have a talk about what's going on because I refuse to continue to let her stress me out.

     I was sitting at my desk at work while all of this was running through my head. I think I'm going to butter her up first with some flowers and lunch and then take her out for dinner. That way we can talk and she'll have a generally happy mood when we talk. Now watch this shit backfire. I have my assistant, it feels really weird ordering him around but like that's what he's paid to do, order some flowers and pick Jazmin up lunch and take it to her job. It is around the time her little students go to gym and then go to lunch right after but she can't leave for lunch until 12 anyways. I went to the little sandwich shop in our building for lunch. I had never been in all my time working here.  I didn't even know what to get but I settled for a salad in the end. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be though. I went back to my desk and immersed myself in work. I wanted everything to be done before I left so no one had questions for me after the fact interrupting our talk. But I instantly regretted it once I looked at my phone once I made my way to my car.

     I looked at my phone and Jazmin had blown my shit up. There were like 30 messages but I wasn't about to read all them damn texts. I just read the ones most recently.

Jazmin🌻: FUCK YOU

Jazmin🌻: YOU AINT SHIT

Jazmin🌻: I FUCKIN HATE YO STUPID ASS

Jazmin🌻: YOU REALLY FUCKIN WITH ANOTHER BITCH WITH THE SAME NAME DOE

Jazmin🌻: AND YOU NOT EVEN ANSWERING YO PHONE YOU SLEAZY ASS BITCH

Jazmin🌻: I HOPE YOU ROT ON EARTH

Jazmin🌻: AND TO THINK I FUCKING LOVE YO ASS

I really wasn't in the mood to do argue over text message so I just called her. It rang like twice before she picked up. "Hello?" An unfamiliar voice said. "Um is Jazmin there?" I asked politely. "Sheon wanna talk to you. The fuck is yeen calling ha foe?" The voice said and I automatically knew it wasn't Jazmin. "Man...give my girlfriend her phone. Thank you," her ghetto ass friend had me fucked up. I heard shuffling in the background and then I head Jazmin talking. "Bestfriendddddd fuck herrrrrr she ain't shit," I heard and rolled my eyes. There was more shuffling and then I heard Jazmin's voice. "Hello?" I heard. It sounded like she had been crying for hours. "Jaz? Thank God!" I said about to go on. "Why?" she croaked. "I'll explain it all just let me come get you and we can talk about it, " I said and there was silence. "Fine...I'm at home so I guess I'll be waiting, " she said and we hung up. I really hoped her friend wasn't there. Cause I'm about tired of her and I don't want to hear it anymore.

     I pulled into her complex's lot and parked my car. Before I got out I contemplated leaving and going to hang with Yvonne. We had become closer as friends but I could tell she wanted more than friendship from me. She was being respectful of Jazmine and I's relationship though so it was all cool. I had my phone in my hand and sat before making my decision. I walked up to the door and buzzed her apartment. "Hello?" I heard and it was Jazmin's friend. "It's Kayla, " I said with a stank face apparent. I normally can hide my emotions but her friend is annoying. "Whatever, " I heard and then the door started buzzing. I pulled open the door and made my way to the elevator. Once I got to the floor I walked to her apartment door and was met with her friend obnoxiously chewing gum in the doorway. She looked me up and down before rolling her eyes and walked in the apartment. "Close the door behind you, " she said and I could hear the attitude in her voice. I followed her into another room and Jazmin was sitting on the couch. "Jaz, " I said and she looked up. "Let me just explain everything, " I said and her friend sighed loud as hell. I glared at her and Jazmin finally spoke. "Bee, can we have some privacy please, " Jazmin said and the girl looked at me one more time before rolling her eyes and collecting her stuff. "Bye bestie. I love you. Remember what I said. Protect yourself first, " she said giving Jazmin a hug. She gave me a stank look as she walked out and then slammed the door.