The Perfect Submissive

Chapter 24

Jasmine

As I sat inside of Eric's car my mind races over and over again on the events that occurred moments ago. I didn't want to admit it but leaving Eric for Alexander was the most dangerous idea I've ever had.

I know Eric, I know he wouldn't hurt me and I also know how to deal with him when he's angry and that's very rare when Eric gets angry and if he does it's about something serious not little things. But Alexander is a very different story. He's very intense and I love him but I can't handle his anger all the time I tried, I really really tried but I-I just can't.

"So... would you like to talk about it or is it too soon?" Eric asks as we pull up to the familiar drive way of his home. I took a deep breath and stared out the window in a slight daze. As much as I don't want to I do owe him an explanation on why I asked him to pick me up only moments after we encountered each other.

"After Eli takes a nap" I turn around and see my baby with his droopy eyes staring out the window. He's so much like his father it's unreal. To smart for his own good but has the heart of an angel.

We were silent until we finally got inside where Eric went to lay Eli down for his nap. I sat in the living room admiring how the place never changed since we've been gone from it. Pictures of us taking family photos hung on the walls and on the table beside the couches.

The one in particular that caught my eye was when we took a trip to the park where Eli ran from me as we played monster. I remember laughing so hard at his little legs running as fast as he could and Eric rooting him on to run away from me. That day was the first day I came back to Eric after our time apart. I remembered how whole I felt to have my family back and the way we were with each other I've always loved the idea of having my family together but I threw it all away.

"He's down finally. You know I had to negotiate with him to take a nap he's getting older" Eric groaned while plopping down next to me.

I giggled imagining Eli using his big boy words to persuade Eric into letting his nap time be rescheduled. I don't know how but our son is pretty much a genius well, his father is his role model so I actually do know how he became how he is today.

"Yes he is" I replied, I took a deep breath and stared at the picture again. Where did the time go.

"Jasmine, what's wrong? you're always up beat and bubbly what has happened to you? I'm worried because if he did anything to hurt you I will kill him" his voice relaxed and made me feel safe but I don't know if I should tell him about how Alexander yelled at me.

My mind went to something completely different that I needed to get off of my chest and if I don't
Do it now than, I might regret it forever.

"I-I wanted to tell you..." my heart beat fast and my breathing hitched as I was in the verge of coming clean but what will he think about me?

Just do it!

"I love you Eric, and even though I left being the naive person I am I will always love and appreciate all that you do for me and Elijah. I know that I haven't been myself but I wanted to tell you that I love and admire you as a person maybe I don't like the kind of work you're dealing with but-"

"I love you too baby, I've thought about you every night since you r been gone and I can't tell you how sorry I am about what happened. If you don't want me working with that then I won't anymore but, I just want my family back....... I want this" he pointed to one of the many family pictures of us in the living room.

Tears welled up in my eyes as I stared at Eric. We were both unhappy and not ourselves anymore because of a little mistake that he made. I laughed through my tears as he kissed my nose lightly.

"That's disgusting" I wiped at my nose.

"You Love it pumpkin" I scrunched my nose up at the nickname he gave me when we were in high school.

"I hate that name" I really did but when Eric says it, it makes a difference.

"I love you Jasmine, I always will no matter what and I will never not want a family with you forever because you're my happiness. We're soulmates"

Words couldn't describe how bad I wanted to just kiss him and express how I felt. I found myself leaning in before reality hit and I pulled away quickly.

I can't do this to Alexander! Not like this.

"I can't Eric" I looked away from him shyly and took a much needed breath. It was getting really hot in here.

He grabbed my by my waist unexpectedly and looked my dead in my eyes. He held so much love in those icy blue eyes that I couldn't think about anything else other than him at the moment.

"E-Eric" I whimpered once he leaned in and nuzzled his face into my neck. Oh god, I really wanted him and all he did was look at me. Why?

"We can't Eric" I whimpered as he placed delicate kisses along my neck. I tried to refrain from moaning but the sensation was so intense I found myself pressing my body against his.

Stop! What about Alex!

"Eric.... mmmm" I moaned out once he slid his long and slippery tongue down my neck so slow that I felt every fiber in my body flame at his touch.

"Be mine pumpkin.." He continued to tease my neck with pleasure.

"I love you more than he could ever love you...." he place his kisses lower onto my collar bone making me shudder.

"I know your body inside and out because it's mine..." another torturous kiss onto the side of my lips but refraining from actually touching them making me yearn for him even more.

"All you have to do is say the word and I'm all your pumpkin.... say it" he whispered into my ear. I couldn't bare it any longer.

I wanted Eric and I needed him. I needed him to touch me, taste me, make me his again. I needed my Eric back.

"Make me yours" I panted and went in for a well needed kiss but he stopped me mere seconds from touching his lips. I whimpered and tried to pull him in but he stayed out and looked me in the eye.

"What about Alexander I can't do anything u less your officially over with him" I thought about what he said and it made sense but instead of finding a way to finally be back with my family I made it easier for the both of us.

I pulled my phone out of my pocket and sent a quick message to Alex seeing as I might disturb him if I called.

Me: I'm sorry Alex but I no longer want to be with you anymore. I appreciate all you've done for me but my heart belongs with Eric and I'm sorry if you're going to hate me after this but I can't hide this feeling for him any longer. Goodbye, I'll pick my things up later.

After the message said delivered I jumped on top of Eric and smashed my lips onto his. I savored and moaned out when I felt the softness Of his lips onto mine after all of this time. Don't get me wrong I'll always love Alexander but my heart will always cry out for Eric.

It's what my heart wants and I can't deny it any longer.

"Welcome home baby, I've missed you so fucking much" Eric smiled.

And I knew just staring at his gorgeous face that I was indeed home.
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I really was looking forward to princess island but oh,well.

Who's getting prepared for this funeral😩😂

Alex is going to flip shit when he gets that message.