The Perfect Submissive

Chapter 34

Alonzo (surprise)

my cousin thinks he can just up and leave and no one will find him but the one thing he should've been expecting was me. how can I just not want the lovely jasmine that has taken my cousins heart within the time he's known her. she must be really special for him to go through these lengths to have her by himself. and now I want some of that sweetness that she holds.

'Mr. Perez, we've gotten the location should we attack" one of my trusted men comes and bares me with good news. I knew it wouldn't be to long before I'd find where my cousin hide from the world. he must not understand that me and him were once as twins I know him just as much as he knew me but this time ill play my cards right and ill have the girl and he'd be left with nothing but his pride..... as a matter of a fact I'd take that also. this is going to be fun.

"not now. ill give my princess a day and then we'll come after her" just for today because im feeling nice.

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jasmine

I hate it here.

Fake laughs and love. I don't know why but I don't like trying to be like this. Every time i'm asked if i'm happy I smile and pretend to be the happiest in the world but every night when I go to the bathroom I silently cry from missing Elijah. my baby hasn't gone this long without me and I can somehow feel his sadness ten times over throughout the day. he's confused and he's sad that I might never come back and at this point I don't think ill come back to him alive. I wish I could do this all over but there's no dwelling on the past ill only get sadder.

"good morning beautiful. How did you sleep"

horrible.

"I slept good" I responded. Please let today be the day he finally takes me home. He says that he's going to get Elijah but that day hasn't come yet and I've grown inpatient. I don't want to bring my child into this life all I need to do is be able to see him and let him know that I'm okay. But I'm here stuck between the man I love and the 'stepdaughter' who hates me. I've tried having multiple conversations with her but she doesn't like me that much she's made clear.

"so I was thinking that today i'd have a doctor fly out to tell us what's the gender of our baby"

"I'm pretty sure im not that far along they wouldn't know"

"Trust me. we'd know" He kissed my neck and pulled me closer to his side. I didn't want to tell him how uncomfortable I feel here with him and his daughter so I changed the subject.

"When are we going back" I asked. He stiffened and pulled me impossibly closer to him.

"why? so you can run away from me again?" His voice became rougher and I knew now how bad I've just made this situation. I shouldn't have asked

"no, never. I love you alex. my life wouldn't be complete without you" I soothed his emotions.

Oh, how badly I want to get away from this maniac. He's really bipolar. If only the alexander I fell in love with was here. I wouldn't run away from him because life wouldn't be the same without him but now this alexander is here and he's not letting me go. He's so worried ill run away that he doesn't even wanting me to see my child. My reason for living.

"how did I get so lucky with you jasmine. I know I don't deserve it but ill fight limb for limb to keep you with me..... i'll never let you go" at this point I could tell he was content with himself but I wasn't. I love this man and the little sweet things he says to me but I know the deep meanings behind them. I know the dark things he's capable of and at this moment It hurts to trust him. it hurts to love him and it hurts to believe he'll become the old alexander. His dark side has already been revealed and now there's no going back.

I stared out at the wall ahead of me. wishing for a miracle to appear and end this nightmare that I'm currently living in. I've never believed my life could be this depressing. I didn't ask for much in life but I guess I did when I left Eric for Alexander.

I signed my heart over to the devil and he refuses to let me free. He refuses to let me love anything if it isn't him. He's selfish, he's jealous, he's sweet, he's cruel, he's....... the man I fell in love with. I wish I hadn't and if there was a way for me to leave I would take it.

"When are you going to marry me?" He asked as his fingers mindlessly rubs my stomach.

This is the one thing he's let me take control of. He wants me to pick a date when we get married so I'm prolonging it on for as long as he'll let me. I know how impatient he can be so I give him answers I'll know he'd accept as excuses.

"Can't we wait until after the baby is born. I don't want our honeymoon to be the day our baby comes into the world. Plus I want you to myself" I answered. He chuckled and turned me around so that we were face to face.

"You'll always have me to yourself babygirl" he kissed my lips lightly. I enjoyed this Alex. The sweet and caring Alex but he never stays this way. So I don't get too comfortable around this Alex I always have to keep my guard up around him just in case.

"I breathe for you and only you jasmine" he kissed behind my ear and along my neck "my life wasn't completely let's before you and it wouldn't be after you" he continued his assault. I'd admit it's been a while since we've had sex and his attack on my neck isn't doing good for my hormones.

"No other women would ever be able to compare to you" his words alone sent butterflies to my stomach. I tried with all of my might to keep from moaning but it was close to impossible when he knew my body as if he had the map and key.

"Mi amour, don't hold back. Let me hear that beautiful sound" I tried but I couldn't. It was painful to resist whatever spell he was putting on me. I couldn't control myself as I literally threw myself and attacked him. He grabbed my hips as we were kissing and touching each other. I missed this Alex.

As we were getting almost tto the breaking point I had a strange feeling inside of my belly. He was a little tingle u til he became painful as if someone stabbed me over and over with a butchers knife. I cried out and fell on my back. So relieve some pain from my back as I clutched my stomach tight.

"W-what's wrong baby" Alexander grabbed my arms. It was as if she applied more pressure when he took my hands in his.

"Hurts..... stomach..... baby!" I screamed. Something wasn't right I could feel myself becoming light headed.

"What did I do! What did I do!" He searches my face but all I could feel was the pain.

"I'm calling the doctor" he rushed and left the room in search for the phone he's stashed just in case I wouldn't get any ideas and leaving.

I just hope my baby is okay. Even though it's dad is a lunatic I'm looking forward to letting them. Please be okay.

"The doctor's on his way. He told me to make sure that your comfortable and check the co-" he pulled the covers back and there it was. A big gruesome red spot right between my legs. I didn't even feel it but now that I'm able to see it I could feel the agony that came with it. It gushed out of me like a waterfall. I couldn't help but look in horror at the situation.

I lost the baby.
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