The Perfect Submissive

Chapter 3

Jasmine

"So, how have you been?" I asked. We were currently on his estate back to where I left years ago.

"Why are we talking when we should be planning our wedding and funerals" he watched me dreamily as if I weren't real. I never saw him like this, and it was really adorable.

Laughing at his obvious joke I stare back at him "marriage isn't for me" I replied and took in his features as I did so.

"As long as we're together I won't care about anything" he traces his fingers down my arm and stopped at my wrist.

His touch brought chills to rise within my being and a newfound pleasure as I wanted him to repeat the action again. I missed his touch and his voice... Most of all I missed him.

"And what if I didn't want that either?" I asked. I stared into his brown eyes and saw the fire building but the smile that took his face was anything but cruel.

"I'd just have to try harder to make you stay this time. You left with the vow of returning my love and now that you have, I Don't think I would ever be able to let you leave me again... Never again" He stated leaving no room for argument. Not that I minded, my break from reality was amazing but it was time I took ahold of things and faced my demons (Alexander) head on.

Alonzo looked to his watch before cursing and nuzzling my back, his arm snaked around my waist possessively.

"Something the matter?" I held the back of his head and smooth my hands through his hair. He looked to be stressed out.

"We're expecting a visitor any moment now. I thought I'd have at least two hours to catch up with you my love"

"You mean to fuck"

"Such vague words. I like it" he kissed down my neck excruciatingly slow. It felt amazing almost like sin making its way into my life. Alonzo was the sin, but he wasn't near as shitty as Alexander. That man was all kinds of screwed in the head.

"Ho aspettato abbastanza per vedere la tua graziosa piccola faccia. Accanto a me ogni mattina quando mi sveglio, ogni notte quando dormo e ogni volta che ti fotto. Amore mio, gelsomino, voglio così terribilmente male piegarti su questo divano per mostrarti che non lascerò mai accanto a te. Mai più amore"

His accent drove me insane. Every time he spoke Italian, I was always fascinated but hearing it now after two years of being away. I longed to hear him speak, hear his breath hitch as we made love again. I want him, I need him.

As his kisses trailed back up my neck and I stared into the pool that was his eyes I couldn't take it anymore. How could I resist him? He's my Alonzo and I was his jasmine. So, without so much as a second thought I began clawing for his suit jacket and kissing him blindly. I just wanted a taste of what I've missed all these years and I had to have him.

"You think I care! I will kill each and every one of you fuckers if you try and stop me"

Alonzo broke the kiss and pouted slightly. I wanted just as bad to finish as he did but hearing the intruder through me off completely. Just then as me and Alonzo never looked from each other the devil himself made an appearance and he didn't look so happy.

"Fucking bastard! I knew you would betray me again" he sneered in Alonzo's direction.

"Ah... nice of you to intrude and force yourself inside of my home but please have a seat. Would you like a drink cousin?" The playful tone that took Alonzo's voice made Alexander glare even more.

Just then his eyes fell upon me, and he calmed. He still looked the same with a little more facial hair then he used to, but it suited him. His suit looked just as the many he had stashed away inside of his wardrobe filled with the most expensive things money could buy.

"jasmine" My name slipped from his lips. It didn't sound the same. It didn't make me feel like when Alonzo said it. It didn't have that same spark or leave that same rush of adrenaline when I heard him say it. It was just plain.

"Alexander"

"And Alonzo! Great now that we all acknowledged each other let's have a drink so he can leave us"

"Like hell if I leave her in your care! You let her run away last time without so much as a goodbye! I was the one who took her in when YOU and that no-good ERIC was doing illegal shit together. I stayed by her side and now you think you have some kind of claim over her"

"I don't have a claim over her. Jasmine wanted to take a break and instead of keeping her hostage I let her be her and leave this toxic situation" he looked to me with those dreamy eyes again "as much as I hated to see you leave, I knew you had to do what needed to be done for yourself and your child. I respect that mi amour"

I couldn't stop the smile that made its way to my face after hearing him say that. He didn't talk to me as if I were a mindless child or an object. I wasn't just pretty to him I was finally me.

"I'm not leaving without you, jasmine. Not again" Alexander came forward and took my hand abruptly which earned him a punch straight to the face from Alonzo. I shook my head and held back Alexander as he wanted to beat his cousin to death.

"She didn't ask for you to touch her so don't" was his simply reply before falling back into the couch.

Ugh! could he get more hotter than he already was right now. His words and actions are killing me as it is, but his appearance was making my insides boil over with need for him. Alexander needed to leave now, or he'd have to commit murder.

"Did he tell you about all of his whores! A different one every day that you were gone. Hell, he probably had one just this morning"

Hearing it hurt but I knew we never was committed to one another. I knew what man Alonzo was and I'd be a fool to believe he cut out sex from his life because I was gone. He was a powerful man with women throwing themselves at him every chance they got I was in no place to be angry with him. But it stung like a bitch.

"Jasmine I'm... I can-"

"No need Alonzo. I never expected you to wait for me. We're not together and we weren't when I left either, so we did what we chose to do with the people we chose to do it with"

I didn't sleep with anyone when I was away, but I didn't wish for Alonzo to remain loyal to me when I didn't even know what we even had. We weren't together but I wanted him as much as I think he wanted me.

"People? Do you mean you slept with someone?" They both asked. The puzzling looks on their faces told it all. They weren't the least bit of happy but what I did didn't concern them. Not anymore

"Does it matter?" I asked. Picking up my bag I made my way towards the door as they followed like lost puppies.

"The fuck it does matter. What's his name!" Alexander demanded

"Better yet where does he live" Alonzo chimed in. "I just want to talk" he smiled sickly with a shrug of his shoulders. Yeah, like I'll fall for that.

"I'm going now. It was since catching up with you both... actually not really" what's the point in lying when it really wasn't. Alonzo yes but Alex after no.

"Jasmine!" My name was yelled before I slammed the door and quickly called an Uber.
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