Skinny Love; a byler lovestory

He is everything

Mike is sitting in the living room with the rest of his family. Ted is already asleep on the couch next to Karen. Nancy is sitting next to Mike.

Will went home about an hour ago. It's hard for Mike to focus on the movie that is playing. Mike usually hates these movie nights with his family because he never gets to choose wich movie to watch but today he doesn't even mind. There is something else on his mind, someone else. Someone that is a lot more important than a good movie.

Mike can't stop thinking about Will. Every single time when he closes his eyes he sees Wills perfect face in front of him and oh god he really wants to kiss him again. Only thinking about the way it felt when Will kissed him earlier today makes Mike warm inside and it feels like a hundred of butterflies are living inside of his stomach. His heart starts to beat fast whenever he thinks about the boy.

Mike is head over heels in love with William Byers,
and he can't stop smiling.

When the movie is over and Mike is going to sleep he meets Nancy in the bathroom.
- Why are you walking around the house in the middle of the night smiling like an idiot she says and laughs.
- I'm just happy today Mike says while thinking about how good it felt to be with Will today.
- Has it something to do with your girlfriend, are you two back to normal again? Nancy says
- I broke up with her Mike says and suddenly he feels a bit sad again. She is probably feeling awful right now.
- You what? Nancy says with a weird look on her face.
- Yeah I broke up with her okay. I don't feel the same anymore Mike says with a bit of anger in his voice.

If only she knew how it feels
to love someone,
someone so wrong
how it feels
to love
him

- Mike you two were together for a long time how can you just break up with her and act like she meant nothing to you Nancy says.
- You have no idea about anything Nance Mike says and then he walks out of the bathrom.

When he falls asleep that night he dreams about Will.

The world is an awful place
but he is everything else than awful
He is my heart
He is my soul
He is my universe
He is everything

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Will is standing in the bathroom and he is brushing his teeth. Jonathan walks into the room and gives Will a big smile.
- How was the sleepover with Mike?
Will blushes.
- It was great. Jonathan can I tell you something?
- Of course, is something wrong?
- No it's just.. How do you know that you love someone?
- You feel it. You feel warm and happy inside and it feels like you would do anything in this world for the person.
Will doesn't answer.
- This is about Mike right? Jonathan says with a kind voice. Will really loves his understanding brother.
- Yeah I thought that I loved him before but this is different.
- What do you mean?
- I don't know, it just feels like I'm going to explode with feelings just by thinking about him even though I know that it's wrong.
- Hey, it's not wrong. Love can never be wrong. People are just assholes.

Will hugs his brother. He wants to be positive and strong but it's not easy to be strong in a world where people hates people like him. Where people like him gets killed and where people like him are being bullied.

He thinks about him and Mike and first he gets a happy feeling and he can't stop smiling. He thinks about the kiss and his heart feels so warm but then he starts to think about what Ted said. He starts to think about every single time Troy and his stupid friends has called will disguisting words. He thinks about what he heard in school a while ago. Two teachers joked about fags. He thinks about every single bad he has heard about two boys being together and suddenly everything with Mike feels wrong because he doesn't want anything bad happen to Mike. He doesn't want to ruin Mikes life.

They are going to ruin each other

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okayy WHAT IS HAPPENING? I'm back after months?? I have missed writing so much and i dont even know if anyone wants to read my things anymore bc i suck and i never update but i got feeling and i guess that i'm back now. Love.