Eyes on Me (Larry/Nouis)

CHAPTER 2

CHAPTER 2- True Feelings

Louis POV

I lay awake all last night with one thought in my mind. 'Harry is attractive.' that's all I could think of. When the morning came I reached the realization that I think Harry's attractive. Nothing more! Just that he's attractive. Thats all I will let myself think right now... I walk out of my room just to bump into, who else but, Harry. He's shirtless and wearing pajama bottoms. I smile up at him tiredly, but I can't take my eyes off if his body. It's... Perfect. Ugh... Why did I think that? Guys don't have hot bodies! Well they do... But girls say that! NOT ME! I rip my eyes from his abs to state into his eyes. My gaze quickly jumps to his lips. Wow. He had perfect lips. They were so... Supple and.... Yummy. What? Yummy? Louis snap out of it! Harry is your best friend! His lips are not yummy! Harry then yawned and said "Morning Lou." and he walked off completely unaware of my gawking. I've seen Harry shirtless before. Hell, I've seen Harry naked multiple times! But this was different... This time there is a stiring in my stomach and butterflies in my belly. I don't what's happening to me... But I sort of like it. I feel weird about seeing Harry like that... But I sort of like these new feelings. I'm admitting it now. I think Harry is attractive. If I'm not... Then these thoughts are messing with me. But now that I've admitted it... Maybe I can calm down? I guess I'm not as confused now? I don't know... I slowly walk down and into the kitchen for breakfast. 

I walk into the kitchen and make myself some toast with jam. Harry, Liam, and Niall are already eating and mumble a few 'mornin Lou's' when I walk in. They're tired. I can tell. I practically skip into the room and chirp "Good morning! What's the plan on this lovely day?", my mood seems to take the boys by surprise, but I don't care. I definitely feel calmer now that I can admit I'm attracted to Harry. Wait... What!? No, I just thinks he's attractive. Not that I'm attracted to him!!! Ugh. That thought soured my mood so I glumly say, "Okay boys... How about we head to the beach today?" they all nod in agreement and leave the kitchen to get dressed. 

Niall's POV

Damn does Louis look good in a swim suit. There is no denying he's hot.... Gorgeous.... Amazing. I could go on. But that's not the only reason I love him. He's thoughtful, and smart, and caring, and...

"Niall you okay?" Lou looks at me thoughtfully. I realize I've been staring off into the distance while all the other boys play on the beach. 

"Oh. Louis... I'm-I'm fine." I say quickly. Too quickly.... Louis picks up on this and walks closer to me.

"Come on Ni, let's go into the water." he says with a soft smile. Oh how I love that smile.... I stand up and race him to the water laughing. His presence can alter my mood so drastically its a little scary. I'm smiling and laughing and splashing Lou and I just wish this moment could last forever....

Louis's POV

After the beach I just wanted to be alone. Watching Harry run in the water... In his short swimsuit... Ugh. It was Unbearable. I started to feel... Weird. Not bad weird... But different. I think I was getting turned on. BY A GUY! Not just a guy.. Harry! I had to image my grandmother to get the... Feelings to go away before... Well before it got worse. I'm so I'm sick of being confused! I'm sick of it! Fine I admit it. I like Harry. I like his face and his body and... Everything I like him. As more than a friend... I want to... Just rip his clothes off. There I said it! Or thought it... I feel better though. maybe now that I admitted it I can just make things go back to normal? I'm going to start to be honest with myself and embrace my feelings. I like a guy. Maybe I don't like all guys though.... Maybe it's only Harry. I'm not sure. But I know I've never felt this way toward anyone before. Not a guy or a girl. Sure I've had girlfriends... But I've never felt like this before. It's new and scary.... But I like it. I can't tell anyone about this... Whatever it is. But admitting I like Harry is good. At least I think it is....?

Later that day I go back to the beach. Not to swim... Just to think. About a minute after I sit down, Liam comes over and joins me. Liam is like a brother to me and I really want to tell him of my feelings for Harry. So he can help me figure them out or something.... For whatever reason when Liam sits down next to me I just want to spill my heart to him and hope he can help.

"Hey Lou... Something is wrong. I can tell"

"Is it that obvious?", I ask.

"No... I just know you. Go ahead tell me what's up. I can help you I promise." he says with a small, hopeful smile. Okay here goes....

"Liam... I don't know how to say this. Please don't judge me."

"Lou I would never judge you! Please just tell me what's wrong." I can't hold ig in any longer. I have to tell him. It's eating me alive. "Okay Liam... Well I've been having these feelings... For... Harry."

"oh. Oh....Not what I was expecting." Liam says quietly.

"I- I just dont know what to do! Im sorry... feel free to leave me now if you want." I say sadly.

'LOU! NO! I dont care if you... well.. i dont know. But i will always accept you. i love you Lou. You're like my brother. Please coninue Im sorry, it was just... unexpected." he said thoughtfuly.

"Okay, well I've been feeling... attracted to Harry. Like in a romantic way. It's like I...." I trail off unsure of myself.

"Like you have a crush on him?" Liam finishes.

"Yeah i guess I do." I guess i do have a crush on Harry. I mean, he's my best friend if im attracted to him at all you might as well call it a crush. It's sounds better to label my feelings too.

"Louis... You should tell him. Then you guys can work on this together. "

"WHAT? ARE YOU MAD? i cant tell him! It's not like i want to be his boyfriend or anything! I'm just attracted to him now! You're no help..."

Liam looks hurt. "I'm sorry Lou. Bad idea.. okay but dont keep these feelings inside. If you need to talk, talk to me. okay? I promise i can help you."

"okay, thanks Liam. I'll see you tomorrow, okay?"

"Yeah, g'night Lou." Liam says with a smile. The he walks off and in about 10 minuets I go in and up to my room to go to bed.

Liam's POV

Damn. What was I going to tell Niall? The love of his life is in love with his best friend! Why does everyone tell everything to me?! I can't tell Niall. It would break his heart. I'll just keep it a secret... I'll keep both secrets.