Eyes on Me (Larry/Nouis)

CHAPTER 5

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CHAPTER 5- Struggle

Louis's POV

I made Liam a promise, and I intend to keep it. I have to tell Harry. I can't go on keeping things from him. I get out of bed and walk into the kitchen to get some food. I see Niall and Zayn are awake and eating already. I mumble good mornings and get some cereal. I sit down to eat and realize Liam and Niall have been staring at me. 

"What?" I ask.

"Nothing, nothing..." Niall mumlbes. Zayn doesn't answer he just gives me a knowing smirk and sits down. I brush this off for now, but I plan on geting to the bottom of this. I continue to eat and I catch just Liam staring again. "God dammit Zayn what!" I shout. He smiles at me and says, "Well, I know about your date yesterday... and I was checking for sex hair." He winks then laughs and I glare at him. How could he say that? Does he know about my feelings?  Who else knows? Ugh. 

"Ha. Ha. Very funny. You should be a comedian, Malik." I spit at him. This only cause him to laugh more. I then turn my attention to Niall. He looks... I'm not sure. I see a flicker of-Hurt? Annoyance? I don't know. I brush this off as well and go back to my ceral. I'm planning on spending today alone. I need to sort out my feelings. How am I going to tell Harry? I need to be alone and away from Zayn and his knowing looks and Niall and his annoyed eyes. I get up and put my plate away. I go into my room quickly get dressed and run outside to my car. I slide in and start driving. I'm not sure where I want to go, but I need to go somewhere quiet, alone.

I get onto the the main highway and find a secluded beach near an off ramp. I pull in to it and hop out of the car. I ocean air feels good on my skin. I smell the sweet, salty air and feel the cold, smooth sand under my feet. I walk a little closer to the water and sit down. It feels nice to be alone. I grab a few pebbles and skip them into the water. For the first time in weeks, I feel peaceful. I feel content. 

Then the thoughts start rushing to my head causing me to get dizzy-

WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO TELL HARRY?

WILL HE EVER TALK TO YOU AGAIN?

DOES HE FEEL THE SAME?

ARE YOU GAY? ARE YOU ONLY GAY FOR HARRY?

WILL THE OTHER BOYS ACEPT YOU? WILL THE WORLD?

These questions, these horrible quetions, force me to sit down. I pull my knees to me chest and rest my forhead in them. I'll start with question one. 

Niall's POV

What was up with Zayn and Lou this morning? I knew Harry and Louis had a day together, but the sex joke was uncalled for. No one ever made those jokes about me and Lou. What made Harry so damn special!? I let my anger subside as I walk upstairs to my room. I heard Louis leave a while ago , but I didn't feel like stopping him. I sit on my bed, and decide to contemplate my life. I make a list in my head of things I need to fix.

1. I am in love with Louis Tomlinson

2.There is no way in hell he loves me back

3. I'm bi, but haven't came out to anyone but Liam

These seem like simple problems, but they're not. I can't just go tell Lou I love him. I can't just come out. It's hard stuff.I decided to start with the easiest one. I'm going to come out to the boys. Tonight.

Louis's POV

I sit on the beach for hours before I realize what I've known all along. Harry wil accpet me. He may not love me back or feel the same way but he wil accept me. We are best friends and he promised a while ago that no matter what, he would always be there for me. I just dont know how to tell him. Alone? With the other boys? No, alone. Definatly alone. In his room? In mine? Should I take him out or somehing? I dont know. Just then I hear soft foot prints in the sand behind me. I don't know who could be here but I'm hoping I don't know them. The foot steps get closer and I feel a hand on my back. I hear him breath in and out sowly and I almost jump. How did he find me? Was he looking? I take a deep breath and just ask him.