Chapter 16- Secrets
Louis's POV
I wake up and stretch my arms out.
"Ouch!" I hear a grumbling little irish morning voice say as my arm collides with Niall's face.
"I'm sorry babe." I say sweetly as everything from the following day comes back to me. I am Niall's boyfriend. Niall is my boyfriend.
"It's fine... babe. I like the sound of that, babe." He says matter of factly putting his hands behind his head and resting down on the pillow. I lay my head on his chest and take a deep breath.
"I like it too." I murmur into his chest before pulling my head up to his, looking him right in the eye. I peck his lips and smile at him.
"Well I'm hungry. Let's go eat, babe." I say and he chuckles while getting up.We pull on some clothes and walk down to the kitchen.
The kicthen is empty except for Harry who is sitting at the table eating toast.
"Morning Harry." I say breaking Harry from a trance he was in. As he sees us there he gets this nervous, startled look on his face.
"m-morning g-guys. Umm so hey good morning." He stutters out and he then turns back to his breakfast. Weird...
I grab some cereal and sit down at the table across from Harry, who is staring intenly at his cereal.
Just then I feel a hand on my knee under the table and I discreetly smile to myslef. I put my hand over Nialls and squeeze it slightly. He chuckles and continues to eat his cereal. Harry is not making any eye contact with either of us and it is making me a little nervous.
"Harry what's wrong?" I ask him suddenly.
"NOTHING!" He yells and he slams his bowl on the table. Suddenly he sprints out of the kitchen and up the stairs. He disappears from my view but a second later I hear his door slam, making me jump.
"I'm going to go talk to him." I tell Niall. But before I leave his now disappointed face I give him a sweet lingering kiss that doesn't fail to send fireworks through me.
"I'll be right back, beautiful." I whisper in his ear and I turn and head towards the stairs. I walk up the stairs, and the closer I get to the stairs, the louder the noises become. I hear grumbling and occasional shouting coming from Harry's room.
I open Harry's door hesitantly.
"Harry-" I say as I walk into his room. As I open the door wider I am met with Harry's head snapped up in my direction, eyes wide and full of some strange emotion I cannot place.
"Louis! What- What are you doing here?" He asks me in disbelief.
"I was worried about you... Are you alright?" I ask him timidly.
"Oh! I'm fine! Dandy! I'm fantastic really." He says sarcastically.
"Harry what's wrong." I say sternly, no, I demand sternly.
Harry seems slightly taken aback by my sudden change in tone, but he's pissing me off! I want to know whats going on with Haz! Even if we haven't been on the best terms lately, he's still my best friend. I love him and I'm worried about him.
"You don't care." He said simply, ripping my heart in two.
"What? Of course I care! You're my best friend Harry!" I shout at him. How could he think I don't care?
"Are you sure? Your've been pretty chummy with Niall lately!" He says back clearly angry now.
I don't even think before I respond. "Am I not allowed to have other friends?!" I shout back, anger seeping into me, boiling my blood.
"I don't - Not best friends!" He yells at me. How could he say that?
"Well it's not like ou were there for me!" I yell before I realize what I've said. When I look up and see the look on his face, I wish I had said anything else. He looks astonished, crushed, and incredibly hurt all at the same time.
"Harry I-"
"No. You're right. I don't deserve you, Louis." He says a blank expression now on his face.
"No! Harry listen-" I begin.
"No Louis you listen. I fucked up. I'm so so so incredibly 'sorry. Now I just have to deal with the consequeces to my stupidity." He says.
"Harry! Just-"
"NO LOUIS! I RUINED US! I'm so sorry and I hate- I HATE myself for it! I miss you so much, but I know I have to earn you back. I will earn you back." He says the last part flatly.
"Okay." I say simply. I don't really know how to respond to that...
"Okay? You will give me a chance?" Harry asks hopefully.
"Of course I will. You're by best friend and I love you Harry." I say simply, as if it is the most obvious thing in the world. My answer, again, takes him by surprise.
"I love you too, Lou." He says smiling before he shakes his head, seeming to clear his mind of a thought, and sits on his bed.
"Do you mind leaving? I kinda want to be alone..." Harry says too me while looking at the floor.
"Sure Haz. I'll see you later." I say. I turn to the door, but before I walk through it I see Harry grinning like a mad man.
"What the happy face?" I ask from the doorway.
"You called me Haz. You haven't called me Haz since...." He trails off but he's still smiling.
"Yeah.. I did. Catch ya later Haz." And I walk out the door and down to stairs to find my boyfrined.
'I'm sooooooooo sorry I haven't updated in forever! I know this sucked but it will get better I promise! The last couple updates sucked too and I'm sooooo sorry!1 i just satrted school so I don't have a lot of time to write long chappies... If all of you beautiful people will just be patient I will write the next chappies that will knock your socks off! I love you!
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