❝How do you continue to break my heart when you're not even present? How can one person cause so much resentment? I don't understand it, I don't understand how I became entangled in the lies, how I became a lie myself, I shaped myself to what you wanted, but you still reminded me of my imperfections. You will never let me forget, and I can't handle this. My body vibrates and my heart explodes over and over again within the walls of my chest. I don't want this, I deserve better, and I will give it to myself. I'll be my own salvation.❞
Monday, August 20, 2018
7:12 P.M.
YOU ARE READING
Dear Insecurity
Puisi{ONGOING} Excerpts from a book that I will never have the time to write ❝Face down in the dirt She said, this doesn't hurt She said, I've finally had enough.❞ © The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus