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He Is My Crush Confirmed

NA JAEMIN P. O. V.

I couldn't concentrate. Not even a second.

Jeno's strong presence and smell of blooming blossoms just kept on taking my attention.

Everytime I peeked a glance at him, he was taking quick glances of his wristwatch.

He probably doesn't even wants to be here.

I sighed internally and once again I tried to concentrate on my book which of course didn't work.

After a while I heard a small "thumpf" and I looked up to see Jeno sleeping on his book.

I smiled at this view and reached over to his head.

I hesitantly put my fingertips on his surprisingly soft hair and ruffled it slightly.

I could hear him snore quietly.

And hell that was so cute.

But I swiftly pulled back my hand as Jeno moved so he was basically leaning with his cheek on the book, still sleeping.

I took off his glasses and put them next to the book he was reading.

I couldn't else but smile. And to be honest, Jeno is the only one who can make me smile and meanwhile feel something.

But I shook my head rapidly and took a deep breath.

If anyone ever finds out that I have feelings for him, it's the end of my existence.

The thing is that no one, I repeat no one, not even my parents, knows that I'm not straight.

And if they find out, I'd need to move to a other state and country with a new identity. Probably...

I signed softly and just looked at the sleeping Jeno and smiled unconsciously.

I leaned my head in my hand as I watched Jeno.

After a while I heard my phone buzz.

I took it out of my pocket to see who was calling me.

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Incoming call from :

Moomin🐭

accept or decline

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"What's up Renjun?" I then said with a lowered voice.

"Why are you whispering?" he asked, sounding quite confused.

"Uh my mom is sleeping next door..."

"Yeah ok whatever."

"So why are you calling?"